#sweetenedcooky

[nymphigeon]

Just a heads up that I changed my username!

sweetenedcooky -> nymphigeon

It probably won't stay like this but I just wanted to get rid of my old name :)

[adonis-koo]

Please don't be discouraged! It made me sad how you seemed to be disappointed in yourself and I feel like you dont have to be. Sometimes the things your audience wants and the things you want dont overlap and thats fine! It's your story and you do with it what you want. I honestly think youre an amazing writer and I hope you can see that for yourself. Take all the time you need, Ill be patiently waiting. Im not good with words like you are, though I hope you understand me. Feel better soon💕

Oh my god I sent that off anon... Don't mind me, I'm going to throw myself into a hole😗✌ - Love, anon who (badly) tried to comfort you (I do really hope you feel better though💓)

Haha it’s okay babe!! Your words are so sweet and they do make me feel a little better! 🖤

It’s just...I feel like as a writer I get put in a very awkward position sometimes 😅 When people only focus on one part of the story: such as MC being annoying without giving any context or thought to anything going on in the story. It just...makes me a little insecure, because if the only thing people are sending me are lengthy comments about how they find MC annoying my brain begins to equal it as = this character has gotten SO unbearable and annoying that it’s hard to focus on anything else going on.

And of course that’s going to be a problem for me because I don’t want to write a MC that people can’t stand reading. But...it also kind of hurts, I won’t lie. But I also feel like I can’t ever say that without it coming off as victimizing myself and wanting others to pity me. But I feel like it’s hard explaining my MCs actions without it sounding defensive or justifying and I don’t want people to feel like they can’t ever send me their thoughts if there’s something they don’t like about the story. So when multiple people send me comments about this. I just feel...kind of at a loss of how to reply 😅 I don’t know what kind of response they want or expect from me.

But I won’t lie. It is discouraging and for a moment I did kind of just want to private 18. I spent the majority of my whole shift at work wondering how I could’ve rewritten 18 as a more tolerable and fun chapter but always drew a blank and if I should’ve waited longer to post 18 and I guess in the end it doesn’t matter. I don’t really like talking about it because I don’t want to sound hyper sensitive. Anyways thanks again for the encouragement and I’ll take my time with the remaining chapters! 🖤

[nymphigeon]

Updated May 30th, 2021

The dates are only estimates, they might change depending on the obstacles I face during the writing process. All times are in CEST.

??? - post date hasn't been decided yet

♤ From me, to you 07 - 100% outlined | 100% written | 100% edited/proof read | Post date: posted!

♡ A magical lesson (a rht side story) - 100% outlined | 10% written | 0% edited/proof read | Post date: ???