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Why thanks kid... you're beautiful...
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((Well duh lol... Shilo and Graves are my OTP afterall... <3))
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((Thank you sweetie <3))
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Oh babe... I think you and I may need a room...
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I love you sweetie <3 thank you :) And yeah, I did LOL
Tagging Game...
(For some reason not all the tags are working but I don't know why :/)
I was tagged by: repobsession... I had actually forgotten about this for the longest time, didn't expect to be tagged again :)
RULES:
Rule 1: always post the rules.
Rule 2: answer the questions the person who tagged you has written and write 11 new ones.
Rule 3: tag 11 new people and link them to your post.
Rule 4: let them know you’ve tagged them.
TAGGED : #repobsession, #heydonny, #thedevilswench, #catitia, #the-ragdoll, #sweeterthan16, #thatgirlwiththeredcamera, #adrijones1993, #666zydratevials, #indarknessicame, #tamarascorpion, #thenecromrchantsdebt
Questions: (Kudos on these Evan... you made me think LOL, love the Repo!/TDC references!)
1- Any particular fears or phobias?
Where most people would put things like snakes, spiders, heights or being alone in the dark, those are actually all things I like. I don't really have any fears or phobias like those, I do however have many irrational fears. I am terrified of trusting men, of dating, of drinking and my biggest fear of all... is being vulnerable. These are all emotionally based though, and it is something I am working on.
2- Where do you see yourself in 2056 ?
2056 eh? Well are we talking reality or fantasy? Because in fantasy, I'd be in bed with GraveRobber lol :D But seriously... 43 years... I'll be 69. I pray to Lucifer that I will be sitting in my living room watching my grandchildren play and laugh. Though having children seems more and more unlikely as I get older. More than that though I just want to know that I am with the love of my life. I guess I'm a hopeless romantic but there is nothing I want more in life than to be able to share it with somebody I love. Somebody whose mind and heart I am attracted to. Looks matter sure, but are probably the lowest on my list of criteria. I'm not going to fall in love with you body, want to fall in love with your soul and personality. I'd like to be in London, although by that time I may not be.
3- Would you ever have surgery…surgery..?
This is an interesting question actually and a couple months ago my answer might be different. I would never have plastic surgery to change who I am... I actually am quite happy with my boobs so I' certainly wouldn't get implants. The only thing I'd ever consider is maybe a tummy-tuck. I've lost a good deal of weight and now my stomach just looks really bad lol
4- Drug of choice [ doesn’t have to be an actual narcotic just something you are addicted to ]
Zydrate! lol no but seriously, I have never and will never use drugs. I think one of the biggest mistakes I've made is that I ever started smoking, though I woke-up pretty fast and quit. It's been almost 7 years and I've never looked back or regretted it. Strange as it sounds, sometimes I wish I had at least experimented a little in high school... in a lot of ways I think I really am a prude about things. I personally hold nothing against pot or those who use it, I'd much rather use that than alcohol. Alcohol is the most vile thing ever created. It's fine for occasional drinking but alcoholism is one of the hardest and most devastating addictions there is. It ruins families, it ruins good people and worse still, it takes the lives of innocent people. Wow so long answer again but... I suppose caffeine. I drink soda a lot, even when I know I shouldn't but also tea and coffee.
5- Favourite sin ?
And of course I had to go look up the 7 vices of our dear Lucifer. I guess the only 2 that really even apply to me are Lust and Sloth. I wouldn't say either is a *favorite* but I think my vision of Sloth feeds into part of my identity and my passion. Also, I find it odd that sexual desire is a sin, why would our bodies be designed for pleasure if we were not supposed to experience and enjoy it?
Lust is quite literal... I have an extremely high sex-drive and even taken out of the sexual connotation, the alternative notion is desire. And I am an extremely passionate person when it comes to most things. I have a desire to succeed in most anything I do and to achieve the goals and ideals I set for myself.
Sloth I wouldn't identify with as the sense of simple laziness, but the definition I found specifies the failure to develop and accept religion and God. So this clearly fits me. It's not at all that I have a lack of desire to feel that connection with *what's beyond* but I despise organized religion and vastly disagree with most concepts that I have been exposed to. I also hate organized religion because of the wars, violence and countless deaths that have occurred as a result.
I think in general, if you are a hard-working, honest person who favors others over yourself... that is what makes you a good person. I can believe in something without being forced to or being told what to believe in. I personally feel much more aligned with the idea of spirituality, the concept of souls and how we can connect with one another on en energetic level. I've always been more agreeable to this notion but I have little exposure or education about it.
6- How do you take your coffee?
I seldom drink coffee, I prefer tea. However I will drink coffee if I'm in the mood but I usually mix it with hot chocolate or if it is plain, I'll only drink it with milk and sugar.
7- Is silence golden or do you prefer a screamer ? [ Graaaaaaves ]
Oh Christ. I honestly don't know how to answer this, because there is so much in those words. In reference to TDC, I love the set-up but I generally don't agree with "Silence is Golden". I think freedom of speech is huge and we should have every right to express ourselves, so long as we don't trash or belittle others. Opinions matter and they are yours; nobody can tell you your opinion is wrong. As far as "Graaaaaaves"... in the movie it is hilarious and understanding the story it is perfect, albeit Graves I think enjoys it far more than he should. Now... to the obvious innuendo... I don't think silence nor screaming are good when it comes to sex. I think being vocal is important as it helps to show your partner that the experience is good. Being silent can give the impression you are not enjoying it, be it because you really aren't or you are but won't vocalize that. Screamers... are just hilarious.
8- Have you ever stolen anything ? [ not faces I hope ]
I'll leave the face-stealing to Pavi :) But yes I have. I think everybody has whether they admit it or not. Off the top of my head I actually think of what I've stolen, but it was when I was a child... I think a pencil or a book or something like that.
9- Team Heaven or Team Hell and why ?
Damn you Evan, God these questions! I honestly have not chosen yet. I do not align with God or the concept of heaven... but those damn angels!!! Realistically I think TeamHell but I cannot help but be drawn in by Ben and co... Hence, TeamGayngels!! In the sense of the movie especially, I love Terrance's version of Hell and Lucifer and firmly believe that to be the most accurate to reality if we are speaking dogmatically. But more in a theological sense, I think the idea of heaven and God is hypocritical and could never bring myself to align that way.
10- Costume party - what would you wear to the Opera tonight ?
If we literally mean tonight, then it would be a nun since that is the only costume I own! But I really do want to come up with a cosplay for the TDC tour so we shall see :) As of right now, I am thinking Gayngel but that may well change. I might try Shilo or Blind Mag too but I kinda like the idea of the nun costume :D
11- If you were a Carnie what would your act be ?
LOL I have zero talent so I honestly do not know. I could maybe draw random chemical structures or protein structures??? Gahh I am such a geek.
MY QUESTIONS : (God I cannot even come close to Evan's questions but here's an attempt!)
1: What is the one thing you want to accomplish, do or see at least once in this life?
2: If you could change one thing about your appearance what would it be and why?
3: Strawberry or grape jelly?
4: What is one thing a potential partner could do to make you fall instantly?
5:Which came first? The chicken or the egg?
6: Do you want to get married or is being together enough?
7: Ever been hospitalized?
8: Poor and happy or rich and sad?
9: Do you believe in aliens or other life?
10: Least favorite movie and why?
11: Do you agree with cloning and stem-cell research? Why?
Oops?
((So I forgot to post a message here but I ended up grounding myself because of bad grades, and that's why I haven't been on here for nearly a month. I'm still gonna limit my time on here, but I'll be poking around and replying at least three times a week.
I've got drafts saved for SweeterThan16 and mortal-blackwidow, am I missing anyone else?))