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[isaboutarainshower]

Day 55

I've talked about you a lot lately. And I'm hurting wishing you were back. I'm told to not give you another chance but baby I'd give you every chance on this earth. I just want this to work. I want to keep all our promises and plans. I don't want you off my life.

[isaboutarainshower]

Day 58

Now I'm terrified.

What will happen? I'm so afraid of losing you. I don't even know what I'll do, how I'll face you.

I might as well just shut myself up forever and never let you know and swallow any pain. I really don't want to loose hope in you.

[isaboutarainshower]

Day 53

I'm ok. I saw you today. And I would just get as excited everytime because it's been so long that I wanted to see you that it's almost unreal that you're here again.

[isaboutarainshower]

Day 50, second entry

I've been trying to sleep for more than an hour now but my brain can't shut up about you. It's like you're the only thing it knows and the only thing it wants me to think of.