At my parent’s house and I almost asked my mom for another hug but the moment I thought about it I started choking up and I knew if I did she’d say of course but ask why and then I’d have to say it’s because I’m stressed out and so so tired and that I’m trying my best but everything just seems pointless and I’m questioning what I want to do with my life and how I want to do it and if it’s worth it because it feels like nothing will be possible and the world is ending and everything I’m doing now is futile but I don’t want her to worry so I just choked it back and didn’t ask.















