Closed RP § Heart? Where are you?
The secrets in my dreams tell me About the sorrows that I’ll come across I must yearn for mercy Your pained appearance and my greeting A gaze that was shut as if tired I don’t wish for anything more than these The sickened promise is stinking and hidden; I never knew…
The voice coming out sadly as the letters became words, was about two months ago the last time Natsuki had spoken to him. All the memories slowly through the mind of the blonde. Promises that were made, memories constructed ... to end all be wrong or broken. Who was the guilty one? Does Natsuki had done something wrong? Was it because he has not spent much time with each other? What?
A dream that I can’t recover My memories grew dim My pains became dull and my heart cracked My burnt out soul is simply a cooled mountain of ash My tears are filled with pain, ha…
There was nothing that could be done now, except stick with the memories and the pain.
So tell me… tell me… the reason why… How can you do this to me… You break my heart… And you make me cry…
Even though I keep asking myself, even if the days pass I can not find you, this was one of the reasons that led to happen what happened...
In the expressionless, final moonlight Covered in muddied excuses The warmth that embraced you Vanished without a trace; You’ll never know…
It's been exactly a week since I do not follow my schedule, as I have not stayed in the dorms too. Everywhere I go, I remember where I was with you. I think that was why I went back to my old house. A hidden place in the city center of Tokyo. Away from everyone and everything hidden. A place I do not remember you.
Within the endless pain There’s the belated regret that was left behind And the flowers of love that disappear meaninglessly…
The broken heart, the mind confused and unable to think, how could I live without you? You were the first person that I loved, the first person whom I dedicated ... How? Tell me, how?
So tell me… tell me… the reason why… How can you do this to me… You break my heart… And you make me cry…
Sitting on the couch as he looked at anything in the house, pale with dark circles, neglected, spend the week without thinking about taking care did he get weird. The sad mood, so many things have happened, but this time was worse, something told he would never return. The sound of the doorbell made him scare up, it was impossible for anyone to find him. He finished singing, he had composed the music during that week. And was singing it repetitively.
Get up to open the door? Or just keep singing there? If were him, he would have the house key. If it were Syo or Kaoru, they know where the key was. He hoped it was not anyone else and that soon was to far away. So to get back alone.
