#systematic systematic

[ambrose-vorassi]

Update: Beth is back!!!

She looks like she just walked through a briar bush, but she's okay and that's at least one more person to help right now. She's already been helping with the car stuff. Fuck am I thankful for her clear mind.

@matthewhenryedward @cathoderaytube

[ambrose-vorassi]

LOVE There is no difficulty that enough love will not conquer; No disease that enough love will not heal; No door that enough love  will not open; No gulf that enough love will not bridge; No wall that enough love will not throw down; No sin that enough love will not redeem. It makes no difference how deeply seated may be the trouble, How hopeless the outlook, How muddled the tangle, How great the mistake; A sufficient realization of love will dissolve it all. If only you could love enough you would be the happiest and most powerful being in the world.

Emmet Fox

[ambrose-vorassi]

Trimmed our hair. It was about time.

[ambrose-vorassi]

Just sitting here

Watching the sun rise with Rowdy, smoking the last of a cigarette, realizing how we never thought anyone would ever love us, and now we have @matthewhenryedward and @notinthedriversseat and @bronzemax and wow love changes things.

[ambrose-vorassi]

But what if

instead of getting a job at a place we know we’re gonna hate working for (not because of the company, necessarily, but because it’s work we hated doing before) we just... took on what students we could at what rates they could manage and finished one of our books and tried to get published?

Like, would that be a really irrational/childish goal or

@bronzemax

@matthewhenryedward

@notinthedriversseat

Thoughts/opinions/suggestions would be super nice.

[ambrose-vorassi]

watched resident evil: afterlife last night

our brain has been fucking weird

i swear if we get another wentworth miller faced guy i will lose my mind

they’re lovely and unique and i love them but

please

PLEASE

I MIX TWO OF THEM UP ENOUGH

[ambrose-vorassi]

Finally found the "quiet room" at work. It's set up like a single occupancy bathroom, with a vacant/occupied lock on the door and a dimming light, but it's just a place to sit mostly. Had to sign in, but you can bet we'll be back over the next few weeks while we get ourselves back on track, so we don't smoke during every break like we have been. We're still groggy from finally getting our meds last night so I'm gonna rest a bit in the chair in here and get our head back on straight before work, since I have over an hour. Whew. I love this building.