CrabApples: Post-Surgery Care
aaand this is the last log... most of the new stuff is lost to time = w =
Mih > ....... //just. sits on the bed next to him for now;;//
Syv > //decides to give them some alonetime and finishes tidying up his room;;/
Knetic > //it's a bit before he opens his eyes, the other throbbing but he was used to daily pains//
Mih > .......... //watches him for a little, then shifts to get the bottles of meds out of his pockets. he opens up the pain one, then takes out a pill and offers it to knetic// .....for the pain.
Knetic > .....//nods and takes it, downing the convenient glass of water by his bed//
Mih > //watches him closely// .........does it feel okay
Knetic > .....can't really see yet
Mih > figures. //opts to lay down next to him, on his side, so he can see him still// ......said you have to take all of the antibiotics. //holds up the other medicine jar// ...they're once nightly.
Knetic > //looks over him and tries to focus// ...........You're a blob.
Mih > //snorts// ......give it time. m'sure it'll focus.
Knetic > .....I know it's just......strange.
Mih > //shrugs a bit and hums a sort of noncommittal sound.// could try closing the other eye for now to see if that kickstarts it..
Knetic > //nods and closes his eyes slowly, waiting a bit//
Mih > //snorts, that wasn't what he meant but he's not going to correct him. he does sort of wonder when they'd know if memories were going to come back or not... how long would it take? weeks? months? sweeps?//
Knetic > ......mmm....I...feel light headed
Mih > ........how so
Knetic > .......the fuck do you mean how so? .... I don't know I just feel dizzy and light
Mih > //rolls his eyes// sick? like you need help? or is it bearable.
Knetic > ...it's bearable
Mih > alright. wait it out.could just be side effects.
Knetic > .....Did you check on syvenn?
Mih > ....no. i can if you want.
Knetic > ....Please do.
Mih > .....alright. //rolls off the side of the bed, then goes to check syvenn across the hall// ........kid. you fine.
Syv > //looks back over at him// "yes i'm okay! is knetic okay?"
Knetic > //Waits in the bed, just ailing away at this dizziness//
Mih > .....he's fine. dizzy. //turns to go back to knetic;;; he sits on the edge of the bed// ......kid's fine.
Syv > //blinks and watches him go;;//
Knetic > ....Good........
Mih > .........are you feeling any better
Knetic > no.....still dizzy and I haven't even moved really
Mih > ........might be nausea.
Knetic > hn...probably
Mih > .......fucker didn't give us anything for that. //sighs//
Knetic > Shitty orange bastard...
Mih > ........i'll get something. don't move. //gently gets off of the bed again and heads out//
Knetic > //nods and waits//
Mih > //gone for maybe half an hour;;;; comes back with some nausea pills for him// here...
Knetic > ....Thanks. //Slowly sits up and takes the pill//
Mih > //watches him silently;;//
Knetic > ........How are you?
Mih > .........fine. //shrugs, until he knows the situation on memories he figures he'll just keep the other sentiments to himself;;//
Knetic > hm....
Mih > .............you want company over the day period
Knetic > .....if you want?
Mih > ..............i wouldn't offer
Knetic > ....okay.
Mih > ........ //silent for a little while;;... // ....i can use one of the other rooms. //shrugs//
Knetic > no. ....I mean.....we fit here....right? //smooth//
Mih > // l o o k s aw ay to hide the indigo flush on his face. lame. he nods, though// ......yeah, we fit. ........i can stay here.
Knetic > //nods, a bit violet//
Mih > ;;;; ............. //just. lays down on the bed next to him again;;;//
Knetic > //blinks and kinds stares at him//
Mih > ............what
Knetic > .........Nothing.
Mih > ..............//nods and just. rolls onto his side to watch him easier again;;// ......is it focusing any better now
Knetic > ....slowly
Mih > ......good. //just kinda... glances down at one of his hands, feeling a sudden urge to hold it again, but he reigns it in and turns his gaze back up to his face;;//
Knetic > ......what are you thinking of?
Mih > ....... //briefly considers lying, but.... he opts not to;;// ........the last time we were like this.
Knetic > ...had to have been 9 sweeps since. ....
Mih > .....basically. //finally does reach for his hand;;;// .........
Knetic > //looks down, attempting to focus on what was happening//
Mih > ......... //threads their fingers together and squeezes his hand gently// ..........it was a sleepover like this, too..
Knetic > .....//squeezes his hands// ....tell me more.
Mih > ...................//suddenly gets very, very indigo// it....... ........it was... interrupted.
Knetic > .....Was it the night I was abducted?
Mih > //nods// .........yeah. i left... for a little while....... to tell my lusus i was going to spend the day........... but when i came back you weren't here.
Knetic > ...............That...sounds familiar
Mih > //nods a little// ............but it was good... before that..... //rubs at his head with his free hand;;// .................it was a really.... good night.
Knetic > ..........You stutter sometimes.
Mih > ..............i don't normally... talk. .....to anyone.... ....but i've always....... kind of stuttered.... //shrugs, finding himself scooting forward a little to be closer to him;;//
Knetic > ........I like it.
Mih > .........//just a touch of an upturn reaches the corners of his mouth... not quite a smile, but... almost there// .......you said that before....... we were both....... a lot smaller...
Knetic > ..........i think I'm passing out again..
Mih > //nods// alright......... ..........i'll be here.... when you wake up.
Knetic > //nods and passes out then and there, overheated from emotions he's not felt in sweeps//
Mih >............//leans over to kiss his forehead in a brief moment of zero self control;;; he then shifts to pull the blankets over them and curls up a little closer to fall asleep as well;;//
Syv > .....//eventually checks in on them;; though once he spots them sleeping he smiles a bit to himself and turns to go feed the gators dinner before turning in himself//
Knetic > //so gone he doesn't notice anyone next to him, just sleeping and occasionally rubbing his forehead against Mihail's in his sleep//
Mih > //has like, the best sleep he's had in sweeps;;; he wakes up late the next night, blinking slowly as he adjusts to consciousness, but doesn't move just yet...//
Knetic > //keeps sleeping a bit, only waking when he gets too warm// mm....
Mih > //still there. just. watching.... forehead pressed to his;; he speaks quietly once knetic wakes up, not really wanting to disturb the mood// ...........morning.
Knetic > //doesn't move despite the need cause its so hot// .........Morning.
Mih > ....... //shifts the blanket a little, freeing up some more vent space;;// .........how's the eye
Knetic > ....It's getting better
Mih > ........good... //gives his hand a little squeeze since he's still holding it;;// .....need pain meds..?
Knetic > ........yes. //squeezes back a little//
Mih > //disguises one last forehead nuzzle as a nod;; then rolls over a bit to reach for the pain meds... he grabs the bottle, then releases his hand to open it up// .......you need water.... //hands him a pill, then reluctantly gets out of the bed;;;;// .......i'll be back. //grabs the empty glass from the night before, and heads on back to the kitchen//
Knetic > //waits till he's out to sit up and think about what just happened//
Mih > //eventually wanders on back with the water.... he comes to sit on the bed again and holds it out for him// ........antibiotic, too.
Knetic > .........thanks. //Takes it and quickly downs his medicine just to get it over with//
Mih > ..........do you want breakfast
Knetic > ....//nods//
Mih > //just. gets up and heads back out to the kitchen;;; he returns a bit later with some food, then offers the plate to him as he sits down// ......here
Knetic > ....//Takes it and sniffs// ......thanks. ....are you going to eat?
Mih > //shakes his head// ......not yet.
Knetic > ........Okay. //shrugs and starts eating//
Mih > //just kinda..... sits 'n watches him......... that's not creepy at all, mih..//
Syv > //finally up;;; he wanders on out to get himself some breakfast and explore the hive some more//
Knetic > ..........//is a little annerved but doesn't say anything//
Mih > //eventually gets distracted by the sound of syvenn accidentally knocking something over;;// ...........
Syv > //whoops.... he cleans that up again and then resumes his exploring//
Knetic > ........need to keep an eye on him
Mih > ...........you asking me to
Knetic > .....no, he'll be fine. just don't want him wrecking more shit.
Mih > //nods// .........i'll tell him to knock it off then. //stands and starts to head out to find syvenn;;//
Knetic > //food in his mouth means he can't stop him, grunting in annoyance//
Mih > //eventually tracks syvenn down 'n tells him not to wreck anything;;; then comes back to knetic and sits// .........
Syv > //whoops;;;//
Knetic > ......Thanks
Mih > //grunts in reply, then lays back down again//
Knetic > //sets the plate aside and lays back down//
Mih > ...........how are you feeling
Knetic > .......better than before.
Mih > .....good. ......you're retaining memories...?
Knetic > ....Not yet. I'll let you know when I get something
Mih > ....... //nods, thinking he really should've asked lucian how soon that would happen..... if it happened at all;;/
Knetic > //sighs a bit and just, presses his forehead to him once more//
Mih > //blinks, but gently presses back...... there's something terribly comfortable about this...//
Knetic > ...........If my horns bother you, you can let me know
Mih > //snorts//...they're nothing.......
Knetic > .....okay //What the fuck are you doing knetic//
Mih > //watches him quietly for a little while, at least until the memories start popping up again;;; he averts his gaze, though he doesn't move his head;;//
Knetic > ..........What else did we do as kids?
Mih > //blinks, and clears his throat a little;;;// ..........lots of shit. .....got into a lot of mischief....... pissed off both our lusii on almost a nightly basis....
Knetic > .........do I have a lusus still?
Mih > ...........no. ........they killed him.
Knetic > .........//looks away, that kinda hurt//
Mih > //reaches over to place a hand on his shoulder;;;;// ...............mine is still around..... he'd like to see you......... i'm sure.
Knetic > .........what is yours like
Mih > .........stupid dinosaur. //snorts// ........he's aquatic. can't get in to see him too long........... nosy though.......
Knetic > ........A dinosaur
Mih > ............yes. a dinosaur.
Knetic > .........cool.
Mih > .........yours was basically one too.. //shrugs// ...........//risks another nuzzle;;//
Knetic > .........Was he?
Mih > //nods// ...........different from the gators you have now. ...........lot older.
Knetic > .........Always felt they were too small to match...
Mih > //snorts// ....miniscule by comparison.....
Knetic > ....wish he lived
Mih > ............//not really sure what to do, so he just.... gives his shoulder a little squeeze and nuzzles his forehead again;;//
Knetic > ......//nuzzles back//
Mih > //....so close.... .......too close;;;...... awfuckit. he leans in and gently places a kiss on his lips;;;//
Knetic >//blinks, unsure how to respond before he just, presses back//
Mih > // ohshitohshitohshit oh.... he presses into it a little more;;//
Knetic > //closes his eyes and squeezes his hands as he kisses back//
Mih > //squeezes back gently, a low purr starting up in his throat as he presses in a little more....//
Knetic > //starts to purr in response, his free had climbing to cup his cheek//
Mih > //purring grows louder;; as he takes that as a sign that knetic likes this... he moves his hand from his shoulder to cup his cheek in return, and hopes maybe knetic can't feel the heat rising in his face;;;//
Knetic > //Does indeed like it, enjoying that this was slow and not rushed so he can take his time figuring this out//
Mih > //brushes some of his hair aside, just gently touching him for now... it'd been such a long time- he'd rather this go slowly and correctly.... just in case.//
Knetic > //appreciates this more than he can say, hand still gently in his. funny how gentle this all is when neither of them are anymore//
Mih > //is about to make a slow move to progress further when.....//
Syv > //just. comes in.// kne--tiic--- .......o-oh. //turns vERY VERY BROWN and sloooowly starts backing out of the room;;//
Knetic > //whips his head to the door and blinks// ..............
Mih > // could kill that kid........ but he remains silent, just staring blankly at syvenn//
Syv > ;;; sssssorry;; i w--as... just go--ing to... t---ell you i'm... go--ing out--sssside...
Knetic > ......it's okay. Be safe.
Syv > //nods and scurries on out;;;//
Mih > //sighs and lays down again.............//
Knetic > .........Sorry about that.
Mih > ............it's fine. //noitsnot// ..........was... ....that okay
Knetic > ........yes. it was.
Mih > ...........good. //just. nods a little..// ...........we used to do that...
Knetic > .......we were more than friends, then?
Mih > ............//nods// ....much more.
Knetic > ................//hides his face//
Mih > ;;;;//just....gently pats him// ........it's okay... ........if you don't remember..... .....i won't.... push.
Knetic > ...........I want to remember
Mih > ..........maybe you will. ....//ends up pressing a kiss to his forehead;;//
Knetic > ...........//kinda...nuzzles into him//
Mih > //nuzzles him back, and shifts to wrap an arm around him;;; .... honestly it wouldn't be okay, but he's not about to say that...//
Knetic > ..........//tucks his head against him, careful if his horns// ...............
Mih > //gently pets his head, and closes his eyes with a little sigh.... eventually the purr starts up again, low and quiet rumbling in his chest//
Knetic > .....Are you disappointed
Mih > .........no. // such a lie. // .......you're back. ....that's what matters. // not a lie/
Knetic > .......................I suppose
Mih > .............are you
Knetic > .....Yes. I want to remember
Mih > ...........i don't know.... ....how to help. //squeezes him a little//
Knetic > ..........I don't expect you to know......I just want it.
Mih > ..........i know. //kisses his head again;;; god he really needs to stop that. bad mihail.// ........
Knetic > ......//doesn't mind it honestly//
Mih > //getting too wrapped up in it 'n that's why he's gotta stop;;// ............even if... you don't remember..... ....we agreed to start over....
Knetic > ....we did.
Mih > .......that's better.... than nothing.
Knetic > .........you won't be satisfied with that.
Mih > ........i'll fucking have to be. ......i can't make you remember.........
Knetic > //hums// ..........
Mih > ..........//sighs 'n just. relaxes;;;//
Knetic > //nuzzles gently//
Mih > //yeee nuzzlin;;; and purring... so much purring;;;//











