Really badly. I'm frustrated because I don't have the equipment I need yet, but even more so because even when I get it, I'm just not good enough at what I do to get the songs to sound the way I want them to sound. Singing is so incredibly hard for me. Lots of you have told me I have a good voice, and that's super kind of you and I appreciate it a lot, but singing is really, really hard for me. I'm sure many of you probably noticed at some of the T-Rex Planet shows I've played (about half of them honestly) my voice was dying. I'm not that good at guitar either. Ugh. Anyway, I'm just super bummed you haven't heard anything new yet because I have a whole bunch of songs written that I'm really proud of that nobody's ever heard before. I just won't be able to do them justice. You might not notice, but I will. That's why I plan on never considering any of my songs finished. In the future, someday, even if T-Rex Planet doesn't exist anymore, I still plan on taking songs like I Welcome You To the Debutante's Ball and getting them professionally recorded.
Well anyway, I just really love music, and that's all.