BigBang
Choi Seunghyun (TOP) x Reader
Summary: You do this because you’re a nagger.
Word Count: >600
Warnings: Smoking, fluff, etc.
A/N: Gif is not mine
He leaned against the wall and lit the end of his cigarette. He breathed in deeply then exhaled smoke like a dragon. He was in a sense of euphoria now, artificial, lasted a wink, but sufficient enough.
"Moron," I called and pouted my lips out. "Ya, Choi Seunghyun." I placed a hand on his shoulder, "What do you think you're doing?"
He lazily turned to me and puffed out smoke through his cheeks, "Mmmm?"
I knit my brows and crossed my arms, "Smoking is bad for you."
He blinked and finished his stick, dropping it to the floor, putting it out with his heal. He leaned down to me, attempting to give me a kiss. I scoffed and pulled away, "In your dreams."
Seunghyun pulled back, his eyes crinkling in amusement. He quirked a brow, "But you are my dreams."
"Smart-ass," I rolled my eyes and walked away. Seunghyun knew I hated this bad habit of his, and for most part, I knew he was trying, but nicotine really latches on deep, even if you know it can kill you.
"Baby, don't be like this," he called, walking after me.
I turned to him with a pout, "I'm not mad at you..." I pulled away, "I dunno, I'm more upset at myself because I should do more than tell you off all the time. Y'know."
His lips tugged down. I could tell he felt infinitely guilty because of how I chose to reply. "Yaaaaa, I'm sorry.”
I smiled softly and nodded in disagreement. I pulled him close, catching the piercing smell of smoke on his chest, "Ya... it's okay, moron."
"Yayayayaya." I blurted out and ran towards him before he placed his cigarette in between his lips and lit it. "no.”
I grabbed the object in his fingers. I placed it in between my teeth and narrowed my eyes.
Seunghyun cocked his head to the side, "You want, baby?"
"No," I muttered through a cigarette
"What is it?"
I removed the cigarette from my mouth. "I have something for you." I felt for something in my pockets and with a victorious smile, I pulled out what I was looking for, two of them in fact. I unwrapped one and popped the thing in my mouth, then waved the other one, waving it around. "Open wide, moron."
Seunghyun nodded in disagreement and turned away. He raised his brows at me and I only mimicked. In the end, he chuckled lowly and obliged, giving me the opportunity to put the lollipop in his open mouth. He turned the stick in his mouth and chuckled.
He fiddled with it and pretended it was his normal smoke, making me chuckle softly and raise two thumbs up. "Daebak."
He nodded and moved the lollipop stick to the corner of his mouth. The towering man placed his hands on either of my cheeks and leaned down to kiss my forehead.
"Such a sweetheart." He propped his head atop mine and wrapped his arms around me.
I rested my head against his chest and wrapped my arms around him all the same.
"Because I love you.”
I pulled my head back and peered up at him. I pulled my lolly out of my mouth and did the same with his. "Tell me if you need to smoke, then you can kiss me instead."
He chuckled, raised a brow, then pursed his lips, "Can I get more than a kiss?"
"Hmmm, like two kisses?"
"Aniya, three kisses."
I chuckled lowly, prompting him to do the same in turn. "I'll give you four if you ask me reeaaaal nice."
A/N ~ Ok, so I fought with myself A LOT with this one, on wether or not I should change/sensor what is in it but after a long discussion with a friend I decided to keep the original piece in there. I really hope no one takes offence to this, this is purely fiction but I did want to highlight how easily things can get out of control when not dealt with also. So please if you don't like it, it is only a small bit of the fic to skim past.
Theme ~ Angst/fluff
Pairing ~ Choi Seung hyun x Reader
Featuring ~ Bigbang
Warning ~ Strong language and a small amount of graphic sexual assault
Series Masterlist
It had been a week and the image of you laying naked and panting beneath him wouldn't leave Seung hyun's mind, no matter how much he tried to deny it the reality was he had wanted to see you like that for a long time. He had been constantly fighting himself and his urges, his urges to touch you, to kiss you, to pick you up and carry you to his room. Now that he finally allowed himself to give into his urges, you refused him. He thought you wanted it too but the look on your face and the monotone of your voice told him he was dead wrong, his biggest fear had come true, that every action he had picked up from you that indicated you felt the same was all in his head.
“Hyung....” Taeyang shouted pulling Seung hyun back to reality.
“Huh?” he asked in a dazed state, almost like he had just woken up.
“We've been trying to tell you for five minutes that you're up” Seungri replied with a smirk as he gave him a pat on the shoulder.
“Oh” he said as he got up and headed into the sound proof booth.
“What's going on with him?” Daesung asked folding his arms together across his chest.
“I don't know, but I do know it has to do with _____” Jiyong answered as he pressed a button on the mixing board to start the music.
“Do you think something happened?” Taeyang asked leaning on the mixing board beside Jiyong as they both watched Seung hyun through the glass, his hand was running over his lips as he stared off in the distance in a catatonic state.
“I think so, I've never seen him like this before” Jiyong replied with a furrow of his brow. “And I'm not so sure it was a good thing”
“Miss ____?” a voice rang from your office door, you looked up from your computer to see your bosses secretary.
“Come in” you said reluctantly, you didn't know why she was here but you were certain you wouldn't like it.
“As a part of your piece on the art world, Mr Lee has organised for you to go to an opening tonight” she said as she closed the door. “And also as an apology for his behaviour, he would like to escort you”
“There is no need for an apology, I will go by myself” you replied as you looked back at your computer, you didn't want to keep eye contact when you were talking about what he tried to do.
“I think you should accept his offer, for your career here in Seoul” she stated with a tinge of guilt in her voice as she stepped forward.
“Which offer are you referring to?” you asked as you raised an eyebrow at her.
“Look, I know it's hard but if you ever want to get anywhere in this world you have to play by their rules and the fact of the matter is he holds your future here in his hands”
“Their?”
“Men” she answered almost immediately. “Sometimes, as women, we have to do things we don't want to do.... for our future.... and our future with others” her words immediately made you think of Seung hyun, you shook your head in an attempt to get the image of his smiling face out.
“And if I refuse?” you asked looking past her at the painting on the wall that Seung hyun had given you.
“Then you're time here will be indefinite” she paused as she looked down at the ground and then back at you. “And I don't just mean with the company”
“Fine, send me an email with the details” you replied with a sigh, you couldn't believe you were agreeing to be in his company again.
You refused to let him escort you, instead making him meet you there, you didn't want to give him the chance to get cosy in the car. You knew what tonight was about and even though you had agreed, you still hadn't made up your mind, your boss made your skin crawl whenever he was near you but you knew if you wanted to keep your job and stay in Seoul you would have to give into him eventually. You had spent the whole day weighing up the pros and cons of the situation, the thought of leaving the guys and Seung hyun behind was almost unbearable, even if you hadn't spoken to him in a week, the night you last saw him still weighed heavily on your mind. You could almost still feel his body on top of yours, the sounds of his groans as he pressed himself against you were still as loud as the night you heard them. But the thought of having your boss's greasy paws on you made you feel physically ill and you weren't entirely sure if you could go through with it.
You waited inside the lobby, just before the entrance to the exhibit, unaware that the boys were inside. They had decided to bring Seung hyun as an effort to cheer him up.
“Miss ____, I almost didn't recognise you in that lovely gown” your boss said as he approached you, you gave him a polite bow.
“Shall we?” you asked gesturing towards the door, he nodded and held out his arm, you hesitated for a moment before placing your arm in his.
The exhibit was beautiful and not just for the art, waiters were walking around with drinks and food like a high end cocktail party and classical music was playing softly in the background.
“What the fuck?” Jiyong said abruptly, almost spitting out his drink in the process.
“What?” Taeyang asked confused as he looked around and followed Jiyongs line of sight, he knew exactly who he was talking about as soon as he saw you with an older man.
“What the hell is she doing with him after...” Jiyong stopped himself before he said too much in front of the others.
“After what?” Seung hyun's deep voice asked from behind him, making Jiyong realise you still hadn't told him.
“Nothing” Jiyong mumbled before walking away.
“May I have a moment with her?” a voice called from behind you and your boss, you turned around to find Jiyong, an extremely angry look painted on his face as he looked at your boss.
“Sure” he answered as he slithered away.
“Jiyong what are you doing here?” you asked in a panic.
“Me? What the fuck are you doing here with that fucking sleaze ball?” he almost shouted, you placed your hands on his chest and moved in closer to try and calm him down.
“It's for my article, I have no choice”
“You have a choice, you could have come here without that fuck face” you yelled through gritted teeth as he pointed at your boss.
“Ji, please don't mess this up, my career is on the line here” you replied as you furrowed your brow and looked at him with desperation.
“Your career? That's what you're fucking worried about? Please don't tell me you're actually going to sleep with this fucking guy?”
“No..... I- I don't know” you stuttered, your hand come up to rub your temple, the whole situation and everything that had happened over the past few weeks was beginning to get to you.
“Are you fucking kidding me, he tried to rape you” he replied as he grabbed your arm to make you look at him.
“I know, it's just, if I don't do this I may be out of a job” you said as you returned your hands to his chest.
“So? Get another one”
“It's not that easy, they are my sponsor, without them I won't be able to stay in Korea. Please just let me handle this” you cupped his face with the last sentence.
Jiyong looked at you in silence, he could see by your face you were desperate, he didn't like it one bit.
“Fine, but I'm keeping my eye on you the whole night, if he so much as looks at you the wrong fucking way, I'll kill him” Jiyong growled before walking away.
“What was that about?” Taeyang question Jiyong, his face was hard like stone.
“Nothing” he answered before taking a drink from the waiter and sculling it.
“A lovers quarrel” Seung hyun said as he starred at Jiyong.
“For the last time hyung, nothing is going on”
“That's not what it looked like from here” Seung hyun said in a monotone as he took a sip of wine.
As soon as you entered Seung hyun couldn't take his eyes off you, the long flowing dark grey dress with the back cut out made sure of that. The materiel clung to your body just right, making him remember every curve of your naked frame from the night he almost had you. His jealousy flared up once again when he watched you and Jiyong arguing, the way you placed your hands on his chest as you closed your bodies together and the way you cupped his face as you stared into his eyes caused his own eyes to turn green with envy. He silently kept watch over your every move as you politely conversed with your boss and other guests. Your boss placed his hand on your back and slid it down to rest just above your hips, you excused yourself before walking towards the hallway that lead to the bathrooms. Seung hyun finished off his wine before following you, now was his chance to talk to you.
You needed a moment alone, your bosses skin ship was proving to much for you to handle. You tried to close the door but something was stopping it, you turned your head to see Seung hyun with his hand on it, he pushed the door open and closed it behind him. You both stood in silence looking at one another, your gaze was heavy as you looked at him. You wanted to tell him everything there and then, to apologise for running out on him and come clean about why you did and why you had been avoiding him but you knew you couldn't. He grabbed you and kissed you, groaning as he wrapped his arms around you and pulled you in closer.
“We can't” you said as you tried to push him away. You hadn't stopped thinking about him, about his lips on yours or his large frame hovering above you, but you knew you couldn't do anything with him, not with what you were considering to do.
“You're killing me in this dress princess” he growled as he kissed your neck.
“Oppa please” you pleaded through strained breaths, he was starting to break you, the feelings that you had for him for such a long time, the ones you tried so hard to bury away were finally breaking through from his touch.
“I love it when you call me oppa” he groaned as he placed his forehead against yours and looked into your eyes.
“This can't happen” you said furrowing your brow.
“Why not? It's seems as though you're sleeping with everyone else” he said with a chuckle and a slight sneer on his lip.
“Excuse me?” you asked as you pulled away from him.
“Well first it was Jiyong and now it's your boss. Is that how you got that promotion?” he asked as he cocked his head.
You couldn't believe he would accuse you of sleeping with multiple people at once, you may have been considering giving into your bosses offer but that was so you could stay and be near him. Anger bubbled inside of you and before you knew what you were doing you slapped him across the face, the sound echoing through the confined room. His head was still facing to the side from your slap as you brushed past him and stormed out, you didn't feel like staying any longer, not with him in the same room. You zigzagged through the crowd and out the front doors and headed down the street, your mood for playing games and making nice had been broken. You had only gotten about a block away before a car slowed down beside you.
“I'll give you a ride” Your boss called through the window.
“I'd rather walk” you replied coldly as you continued on your way.
“You'd rather walk forty blocks?” he chuckled.
You stopped and let out a loud sigh, you had been so angry you didn't realise how far from home you were. You opened the door and got in, not bothering to pay him any attention.
“Thank you” you said politely as he pulled up outside your building.
“Not a problem” he replied smiling back at you.
“Well I guess I will see you at work on Monday” you stated as you went to open the door but your boss stopped you by placing his hand over your wrist.
“Do you have any idea what that dress does to a man” He said as he eyed you up and down, you went to slap him with your free hand but he grabbed it and twisted your wrist back. “I won't let the same mistake happen again”
You turned your head away as he tried to kiss you but it only left the rest of your body exposed, you struggled against him as he placed kisses down your chest, he put both of your hands above your head so he could hold them with one hand. His other hand trailed down to the strap of your dress and pulled on it until it broke, it fell exposing you breast, he took it in his mouth.
“Get off me” you screamed as you thrashed around.
“No, I won't miss this opportunity again” he growled before taking your breast in his mouth again, his hand pushed up the skirt of your dress and you felt his fingers push your underwear to the side before entering you. Tears fell from your eyes as you felt his fingers pumping inside you.
“Please stop” you begged as your body began to give up fighting, the situation was to much to deal with, your mind began to zone out as a way to cope.
Just before you completely zoned out you felt your bosses body ripped away from yours, a deep voice yelling pulled you back to reality. You looked out to see your boss on the ground, Seung hyun was on top of him, punching him over and over again as he screamed at him.
“I'll fucking kill you” he screamed punching him directly in the face once again.
You quickly jumped out of the car and raced over.
“Oppa stop” you pleaded but he ignored you.
“You think you can just fucking take whatever you want” he yelled wildly as his fist came down before pulling back again.
You knelt down beside them and stopped Seung hyun's arm before it made contact with your bosses face again, he looked up at you, his hard eyes softened and the lines above his brow disappeared as soon as they saw your face.
“Oppa please” you begged as you began to cry, Seung hyun's eyes hardened again as he looked down at your torn dress. He lifted his arm to punch him again. “Oppa please just take me inside?” your words stopped him.
Seung hyun stood up and took off his jacket before placing it around your shoulders to cover you, he looked back down at your boss laying on the ground groaning as he held his face.
“Don't you ever fucking touch her again” he snarled at him before putting his arm around you and taking you inside.
“Sit down on the side of the tub and I will take care of your hand” you said as you scoured through the bathroom cupboard.
“You don't need to worry about me” Seung hyun answered from behind you.
“Yes I do, now sit down” you commanded as you turned around with a first aid kit.
“Really I'm fine, you should call Jiyong....” He said as he looked down at his bleeding knuckles.
“You still don't get it do you?” you said making him look back up at you, his eyes were glassy as if he were about to cry and the sight made your heart bleed. You were about to tell him everything when your phone rang, he looked down at the screen and the name that popped up. You knew if you didn't answer Jiyong wouldn't stop calling or even worse, he would come over.
“Hello” you answered looking at Seung hyun.
“Where are you, are you ok?” Jiyongs concerned voice rang through the phone.
“I'm at home, I'm fine” you replied your eyes not leaving Seung hyun's.
“Did he try something?”
“Ahh not really” you said as you finally broke your eye contact.
“Stop lying, I'm coming over”
“No Ji, there's no need for you to come, I'm ok”
“Let him come, I was just leaving anyway” Seung hyun said with a clenched jaw before walking out.
“Is that hyung?” Jiyong asked but you didn't answer, you were to busy running after Seung hyun, he was already out the apartment door and half way down the corridor.
“Oppa please come back” you shouted as you ran up to him.
“It's better if your lover stays” he said pointing at the phone still in your hand.
“For the millionth time there is nothing going on between Jiyong and I, why can't you believe me”
“Because I see the way you look at him” he said before descending down the stairs. You lent over the railing and watched him.
“Please don't leave me” you pleaded, he looked up at you as he continued to walk.
“I'm not...... you already left me a week ago princess”
His words cut deep, hitting you right in the chest, you couldn't stop the tears from flowing. You dropped to the ground , your crying took over and made it hard for you to breath, you could hear your own sobs echoing from the walls.
“Noona” Jiyong called before running over to your hunched frame on the ground.
“How did this happen? How did it all go so wrong?” you sobbed looking up at Jiyong.
“I heard everything, I'm sorry” Jiyong replied as he pulled you in.
“I fucked everything up”
“It will be fine noona, he just needs to calm down and then you can be friends again”
“But I don't want to be friends” you shouted as you pushed him away slightly.
“What do you mean?” he asked as he reached out to wipe your tears away.
“I love him Ji, I think I always have, I just didn't want to admit it. I was scared I would lose him and now....... I have” you broke down completely, all of the emotions you had been holding in where now flowing out of you.
“Shhh, it's ok, it'll all be ok” Jiyong shushed as he pulled you in again and wrapped you in his embrace.
A/N ~ I am currently unable to handle all the feels you guys gave me from countless Seung hyun pics so here I am to torture you as pay back.
Theme ~ Best friends
Pairing ~ Choi Seung hyun x Reader
Featuring ~ Bigbang
Rated ~ Angst/Fluff
Series Masterlist
“Come on guys, I told her we would be there at seven to pick her up” Seung hyun nagged at the four men that were sat around the kitchen drinking coffee trying to wake up, they had stayed the night at his place so they could head out early.
“Calm down hyung, it will be fine. Besides I'm sure she is probably doing the same, we all know what she's like, she would have sat up all night working on those articles” Jiyong replied in a groggy voice as he rubbed the sleep from his eyes.
“What's with you anyway, you're always late for everything but suddenly you have to be on time....” Daesung questioned with a small smile.
“Nothing..... I'm going to go finish packing the car, be ready in five minutes” Seung hyun replied in a huff as he left the room.
“Man he's got it bad” Taeyang said before taking a sip of his coffee.
“Fifty bucks says he finally makes a move this weekend” Seungri practically shouted with a smug look.
“You're on” Jiyong replied with a cocky tone as he jumped off the counter and placed his cup in the sink.
“Why are you so confident?” Taeyang asked narrowing his eyes at Jiyong “What do you know that we don't?”
“Nothing, I just know hyung and he isn't ready” he said folding his arms across his chest as he lent his back against the sink.
“And how do you know that?” Seungri asked with cocked eyebrows.
“Because he can't even admit it to himself let alone her” Jiyong said as he left the kitchen grabbing his bag. “She's not his type, remember”
You just finished packing your bag when your phone started ringing, it was Jiyong.
“Were out the front, hurry up and get down here girl”
“Ok I'm on my way”
You hung up and quickly made your way out the door. When you got down stairs Taeyang jumped out from the front seat, grabbed your bag and put it in the back, you were about to get in the back seat when Taeyang stopped you.
“It's ok noona, you sit in the front” he smiled sweetly at you as he gestured you to the front.
You got in to find Seung hyun looking at you with an unimpressed look as the others laughed in the back, you figured they must have been stirring him about something just before you got there. As soon as Taeyang got in Seung hyun started the car and took off without saying a word but the rowdiness of the guys in the back made up for his silence.
You were about halfway into the journey and the guys had finally quietened down. They had either fallen asleep or had their headphones in listening to music, leaving you to be the only one left to keep Seung hyun company. You had tried to dabble in a little small talk with him but he barely said more then two words back, you could tell he was in a bad mood.
“You stayed up all night didn't you?” He finally spoke.
You fidgeted in your seat as you contemplated the best way to answer him, you didn't want to lie and say that you didn't, but you also didn't want to make him any more pissed off then he already was. You decided the best way would be to just be direct and honest, that's how he liked it.
“Yes” you simply stated.
“Aish, I thought I told you not to” he scolded, shaking his head at the same time.
“I know, but I have a good reason”
“And that would be?” he questioned taking his eyes off the road for a moment to look at you.
“Well I finished one of the articles so, now we can spend more time together” you smiled widely at him.
“Yes but, now when we get there you're going to sleep all day because you were up all night” he said coldly.
“Come on, don't be like that oppa” you cooed as you poked him in the arm.
“Shhhh, remember what I told you?” he said as he checked the rear view mirror for any sign that the others had heard you.
“Relax, no one's listening” you giggled.
“How do you know? They'll never let me live it down if they heard” he said with a tisk.
“You're the one that told me to call you that”
“I was drunk, ok. Besides anything is better then bingu” he replied clenching his jaw with the last word.
“What's better then bingu, hyung?” Jiyong asked as he stretched his arms out and you couldn't help but laugh at the timing.
“Yeah, what is better then bingu?” you asked as you stared at him, not even caring to try and hold back your smile.
“Nothing” he said in a huff as he turned the radio up causing you to erupted in laughter.
“What did I miss?” Jiyong asked, his face now right beside you. All you did was continue to laugh as you patted Jiyong on the top of his head.
After a while and a ferry ride, you finally got to the resort, you booked in and headed up to your rooms. When you walked into your room you almost screamed, the guys had not scrimped on the room at all. It was enormous and had a beautiful view of the ocean. You ran into the bedroom and plopped down on the bed with a loud sigh. They said they would pay for everything but you didn't expect them to get the best rooms in the resort.
You laid there thinking of how you could repay them for treating you so well when you began to yawn. You decided to close your eyes just for a moment, the bed was so comfy and you couldn't see any harm in it. It's not like you would fall asleep, just rest your eyes for a bit, that's all.
You woke up to the sound of your phone ringing and a loud banging on the door, the room would have been pitch black if it weren't for the light from your phone. You reached out and grabbed it, holding it up to your ear as you jumped out of bed and searched for the light switch.
“Hello?” you said, trying your best not to sound groggy.
“Finally, I've been calling you and knocking on your door for the past fifteen minutes. Hurry up and let me in” a cheery Daesung sounded through the phone.
“Sorry, I was just going to close my eyes for a moment” you apologised as you headed to the door and opened it, Daesung's face matched his tone.
“You must be a deep sleeper” He said as he hung up the phone and walked in looking around the room. “Wow, how'd you score this?” he asked in amazement.
“What do you mean? This is the room you guys got for me, is yours not like this?” you questioned as you closed the door and walked over to him.
“Not as nice as this. How come we gave you the nice room?”
“Don't ask me” you shrugged “Where are the others?”
“Back at the room, they decided to send me to wake you up because I'm the loudest” he said with a hint of irritation.
“Your just enthusiastic is all” you said giving him a small smile and a pat on the back. “So what's the plan?”
“Well as soon as you're ready we are going to dinner and then to party. Oh and Seungri said to make sure you get done up and wear a nice dress....”
“O-k.... Does he think I don't know how to dress myself?”
It was Daesung's turn to shrug at you.
After a while the guys got impatient, they headed to the restaurant to start drinking while they waited. You walked into the restaurant and told the host who you were, he took you out to a private room where you could hear they were having the time of their lives already. When you walked into the room they all applauded you, you took a bow before heading over to take the empty seat between Jiyong and Seungri.
“You made it noona, we were beginning to think you weren't coming” Taeyang said.
“Ah sorry, I fell asleep”
“Told you so” Seung hyun teased, you looked up at him sitting directly across from you, a smug look on his face and you couldn't help but poke your tongue out at him.
“Well I'm glad you took my advice on the outfit, you look like a lady..... even if you don't act like it” Seungri stated with a sigh.
“Wear a nice dress is hardly advice” you said in a sarcastic tone making the others laugh. “So..... Daesung tells me I got the nicest room”
“You like it?” Jiyong asked with a smirk.
“Of course”
“It's the honey moon suite” Jiyong winked at you.
“Are you trying to tell me something?” you asked as you cocked your eyebrows.
“Daddy just wants what's best for his baby girl” Jiyong said as he placed an arm around you.
“Not you too, can't you guys talk to her without flirting?” Seung hyun scolded.
“Not when she looks so beautiful, don't you think she looks beautiful hyung?” Jiyong asked with a gummy smile and the older man scoffed.
“I'm going for a smoke” Seung hyun stated as he got up and left the room.
Seung hyun had just lit his cigarette and taken the first puff when he saw Taeyang heading towards him.
“Can't I get five minutes alone?” Seung hyun growled.
“Sure, I just thought maybe you wanted to talk about it” Taeyang replied.
“Talk about what? The fact that Jiyong and Seungri are all over _____?” Seung hyun scoffed.
“Yup. And the fact of why you're so upset about it...”
“I'm upset because this was supposed to be a fun weekend away with our friend, not an excuse for those two to drool all over her” he said furiously as he pointed at the building.
“You sure there isn't another reason why you're upset?” Taeyang asked, tilting is head to the side.
“Why would there be?” Seung hyun looked at the ground as he took a puff of his cigarette.
“I don't know, maybe the fact that you wish you were the one with an arm around her?”
“You have to be kidding, right?” He laughed before taking another puff.
“Well why else would you be so upset with them flirting with noona?” Taeyang asked as he raised his arms out from his sides.
“Because they are doing it on purpose” Seung hyun growled.
“And why would they do that?” Taeyang asked in an almost comedic tone.
“To make me angry, they know I don't want them near her” He turned his back to Taeyang as he took another puff.
“Why not?”
“Oh for fuck sake, because they will hurt her. Those two are the biggest womanisers I've ever met” He yelled at Taeyang as he span around to face him.
“And you're sure it's not because you're jealous?” Taeyang asked as he poked him in the chest.
“How many times do I have to say it? There is nothing going on between her and I”
“Ok, so tell my then why you don't want Daesung to go near her either?”
“I....” was all Seung hyun could come up with.
“Why don't you just except the fact that you're into her? So she isn't Korean, so she swears, so she drinks, so she doesn't speak formally to you, who cares? Do those things really matter that much that you're willing to give up the possibility of having a happy future with someone who loves you?” Taeyang shouted.
Seung hyun was stunned, in all the time the two knew each other, Taeyang never once spoke to him this way. But Taeyang was right, why did it bother him so much when any of the guys got too close to you? Jiyong and Seungri were one thing, he didn't want them to break your heart but there was nothing wrong with Daesung, he would never use you like the other two would. No, he couldn't be right, Taeyang is just confusing his feelings for you. You were like a sister to him and like every good brother, he was just looking out for you, that was all.
“You know, I used to look up to you hyung but, now I'm not so sure. How could I look up to someone who is to naïve, to stubborn to see what everyone else can already see?” Taeyang stated, trying to talk some sense into him, but Seung hyun didn't answer.
“She is perfect for you and I know you love her, I just hope that you will realise it before it's too late” Taeyang said before giving up and walking back inside, leaving Seung hyun with the thought.
The rest of the meal went by with an ominous feeling and if it hadn't been for M.C. Seungri, it would have been in awkward silence too. Ever since Taeyang and Seung hyun came back inside there was a tension in the air that was so thick that you could cut it with a knife. You didn't know what happened but you also knew better then to push Seung hyun into telling you, it never did any good, it would just have the opposite effect and make him close up. If he wanted to tell you, he would, eventually.
You made your way over to the party, by party they meant an old small building that had a few scattered tables with colourful flashing disco lights and a karaoke machine. You all sat at a table in the corner, all except Taeyang and Jiyong.
“We'll get the drinks” Taeyang yelled over the music as he pulled Jiyong away and over to the bar.
“What's up?” Jiyong asked.
“It's Seung hyun, I'm sick of his shit” Taeyang said as he lent against the bar.
“What happened earlier?”
“I went out to talk to him, to try and make him see how he feels, but he's so blind” Taeyang said as he raked his hand through his hair.
“I told you, he's not ready to admit it” Jiyong said with a smug look.
“I know, but were going to make him”
“What's the plan?” Jiyong asked almost excited.
“He was furious with you for flirting with her, I want you to keep doing it, but you're going to take it to the next level”
“Sounds fun, I'm in” Jiyong smirked.
“We need to make him jealous enough that he will get her away from you, just whatever you do, don't kiss her” he said raising his index finger at Jiyong.
“Who me?” He replied innocently, but they both knew he was far from it.
They grabbed the drinks and brought them back to the table, Jiyong sat next to you and instantly placed his arm around your shoulder. You didn't really pay any mind, Jiyong was the kind of person to get affectionate when he was drunk and you just figured that he had reached that point.
Seung hyun watched with a clenched jaw as Jiyong brushed your hair behind your ear and whispered something to you, the very corner of his jaw twitched when he saw you giggling at whatever he had told you. How could you let him be like this with you when all he wanted to do was use you. Jiyong got his kicks out of playing cat and mouse and as soon as he got what he wanted, he would get bored, there was no fun in knowing he could have someone whenever he wanted.
Through the night Seung hyun's eye's never left you and Jiyong. He watched every move the two of you made while throwing back drinks like there was no tomorrow. His eyes widened and he swore to himself when he saw Jiyongs hand come to rest on the bare skin of your thigh, the skin ship was getting to much for Seung hyun.
“Noona, come help me get some more drinks” Jiyong purred as he gave your thigh a rub.
“Ok” you said brightly, still unaware of what was going on.
He grabbed you by the hand and lead you to the bar where he immediately placed his arm back around you. Seung hyun's heart sank when he saw Jiyongs hand run down your back and come to rest on your lower back, dangerously close to your ass as he whispered in your ear again. You giggled at his words and gave him a light tap on his chest.
'Is she fucking crazy? She's flirting with him' Seung hyun thought to himself as he continued to watch the two of you.
As soon as you had stood up from the table you felt all the alcohol you consumed rush through your body, you were thankful for Jiyong being so clingy because you were sure you would have fallen over by now otherwise. After a while of standing at the bar you had thought the worst of it was over until a sudden hot feeling crashed over your body and you instantly felt your skin bead with sweat.
“I'm gonna go get some air” you slurred slightly as you began to walk away from Jiyong.
“You want me to come?” Jiyong called after you but you just waved him off.
When you stepped out side you were hit with a cool breeze, you took a deep breath of the salty sea air as you lent against the side of the building. You stayed there silent, eyes closed as the sea air cooled your body, the smell of the ocean was so strong that you swore it was calling you to it.
“You ok?” A smooth deep voice called from beside you and you opened your eyes to see Seung hyun.
“Yeah, I just needed some fresh air” you replied softly.
“You shouldn't drink so much” Seung hyun said as he shook his head.
You looked out at the contrast of the starry night sky meeting the small sandy hills.
“Oppa..... take me to the beach” you said, your eyes still studying the land scape.
“Ok princess, jump on” he replied as he patted his back and bent down.
You placed your hands on his large shoulders, his laced under your knees and pulled you on his back.
“Hold on tight” he called back to you as he started to walk.
You trailed your arms across his chest and linked them as you rested your chin on his shoulder, leaning your head against his, you felt the smile spread on his face against your cheek and it made you smile. He always had that effect on you, his smile was so infectious.
You got lost in your own thoughts as you remembered the first time you had met him. At first you were unsure of the extremely quiet man sitting in front of your desk, he was wearing sunglasses inside and had a stern look on his face, his body stiff. As soon as you started talking to him a smile crept up on his face and before your brain could process what was happening you began to smile back at him.
“Ok princess, were here” Seung hyun's deep voiced pulled you back.
He placed you down and straight away you took off your shoes, leaving them lying in the sand as you walked towards the water.
“What are you doing?” Seung hyun questioned with a smile as he watched you dance through the shallow waves.
“What's wrong bingu, you never enjoyed being in the moment?” you teased.
“Oh so you want bingu to come out and play?” Seung hyun asked taking off his jacket followed by his shoes and socks.
You laughed as you watched Seung hyun run at you with one of his famous derp expressions he had when he was in bingu mode, when he got close you started to run away in zig zags trying to escape his long reach, but it was no use. He was much taller then you and his long legs caught up to you quickly, he wrapped his arms around your waist and picked you up off the ground, carrying you further out into the ocean. You kicked your legs wildly and screamed between giggles as he got further and further into the water, when the water reached his chest he dunked the both of you into it.
“Oppa” you yelled as soon as you came back up.
“What? You're the one that wanted bingu to come to the party” he laughed.
He placed one of his hands under your knees and turned you slightly to the side so he was holding you bridal style, you placed your hands around his neck as you looked at him, that infectious smile spread all over his face. You couldn't remember when you had ever been this close to him or when he had ever been so handsome, the light from the full moon illuminated his face, some how accentuated his features more. You studied his face like it was the first time you had seen it, your eyes gliding over it before coming to stop at his own. He was looking back at you, the smile he had was now gone and replaced with a look that almost resembled pain.
“We should go” He whispered, you bit your bottom lip as you nodded back at him.
You laid your head on his shoulder as he carried you back to the beach. He placed you down in front of your shoes, as soon as his arms left you, you began to shiver. You didn't have to say a word, he placed his jacket over your shoulders, picked up your shoes and guided you back to the resort.
The walk back was long and quiet. You stole glances at Seung hyun along the way, his face looked heavy and eyes dark as if he was fighting an internal war.
“Thank you, I had fun” you said softly when you reached the door, your back towards it.
“Me too” he chuckled, rubbing the back of his neck.
“Here” you said as you took off his jacket and handed it to him.
Seung hyun watched silently as the water from your wet hair dropped on to your chest and beaded down your breast before disappearing, absorbed into the fabric of your dress.
“Good night oppa”
You lent up on your tip toes and kissed him on the cheek, the smell of you perfume and the salt water mixing together and enveloping his nostrils.
“Good night...” was all he could say as he watched you disappear into your room.
As soon as the door closed Seung hyun dropped his head back and let out a loud sigh.
“What is going on?” he asked himself as he cupped his face in his hands.
A/N ~ Ok so here is where things get interesting. And please don't read if the subject is a trigger for you. In no way am I romanticizing what happens in this chapter, it is purely fiction and nothing more.
Theme ~ Best friends
Pairing ~ Choi Seung hyun x Reader
Rated ~ Angst/Fluff
Warnings ~ Contains unwanted sexual advances
Series Masterlist
You didn't sleep at all that night, the thoughts of Seung hyun chasing you down the beach and the way the moonlight hit his face just right kept you awake.
It's not like you hadn't noticed how handsome he was, like the sun in the sky it was plain to see, you had just never allowed yourself to think of him in a romantic way before because you knew you weren't his type. Seung hyun had an acquired taste in life and his choice in women was one of them, everything he wanted in his companion was everything you weren't, the complete opposite in fact.
But there was something about last night, the way he held you in the water and carried you back to the beach, the way he placed his jacket on you when you were cold and carried your shoes for you, the way he looked at you when you stood at your door. There was something in his eyes and in the way he was behaving, his body stiff, reminiscent of the first time you had met him.
“What am I thinking?” you groaned as you got up from the bed.
You walked over to the large window and watched the people carry on about their lives. A group of teenagers laughing as they made their way into the water, a father and son playing in the sand, an old couple walking hand in hand. You smiled to yourself as you watched the elderly couple go to the vendor, the old man buying his wife an ice cream, kissing her on the cheek before he handed it to her. You wondered what it was that still had them so in love after all these years, what was the secret that the couple shared that made them so successful. All of your relationships after a few years or mere months turned out the same way, the feelings either died out or the relationship soured. The one's you had dated since moving to Seoul always ended up in a jealous rage about how close you were with Seung hyun, his constant texting and late night calls never helped the situation and of course he never approved of any of them. He always told you from the start that they weren't good enough for you and you were sure that was the reason for his over the top interactions with you, knowing it would make them jealous and end things. Even though you hated them thinking that way you understood why, what guy wouldn't be jealous when their girlfriends best friend is the guy that every woman in the country wants to be with.
You were startled by a knock on the door.
“Who is it?” you called as you closed your robe around you.
“Room service” a voice called back.
You were slightly taken aback, you didn't order any room service but then again maybe one of the guys had ordered for you. You opened the door to see the five men looking less then impressed, every one of them had sunglasses on, shielding their delicate hung over eyes no doubt.
“Well aren't you a cheery bunch this morning?” you said with glee as you opened the door wider and ushered for them to come in.
They all trailed in one by one, leaving quiet good mornings and hellos as they passed you, all but Seung hyun, he didn't even bother to look at you.
“So what are we doing today?” you asked as you closed the door.
“Staying here” Jiyong groaned from the couch he was laying on, rubbing his forehead.
“But you said we were going to have a fun weekend away” you wined as you sat at the table with Daesung and Seung hyun.
“And we did, it's not my fault you bailed on us last night.....” Jiyong bit back but you didn't mind, it actually kind of amused you, his hang over was clearly making him grumpy.
“Yeah, where'd you go?” Seungri asked as he propped himself up on his elbows from his position on the floor.
Your eyes looked to Seung hyun for an answer but he quickly looked away from you.
“The beach, for a quick swim, then back here” you said as your eyes dropped to your hands.
“And where did you go hyung?” Daesung asked the man sitting next to him in a teasing tone, almost as if he knew the truth.
“Back to our room” Seung hyun responded as he stared out the window, his attention caught by something outside.
Suddenly your phone began to ring, you picked it up, recognising the number instantly.
“It's work, I need to take this” You said as you left the room and closing yourself in the bedroom.
“Hello, Miss ____ speaking” you answered.
“Good morning Miss ____, It's Mr Lee's secretary. He wanted me to call you to confirm if you would be free tonight to work on the article?” a feminine voice asked.
“Ahh... Tonight is not the best time, you see I went away for the weekend”
“Miss ____, I assure you that the offer to work with Mr Lee himself does not come around very often and certainly not a second time. It would be detrimental to your career with this company and in Seoul if you let this opportunity pass you by”
You chewed on your bottom lip as you thought about it, you didn't want to abandon the guys after they paid for the weekend away but your career was important to you. You loved your job, if you didn't work there you would have never met them in the first place.
“Miss ____, I need an answer”
“Ok, I can make it”
“Wonderful, Mr Lee will send a car to pick you up at about ten pm to take you to his home and please wear something classy”
“His home?” you asked in shock.
“Correct. As I said, it would be detrimental to your career if you let this opportunity pass by” the woman said before hanging up.
You stood there for a moment, still trying to process the details of the conversation. Why would your boss want you to meet him at his home at night to work on an article? And what did she mean exactly when she said it would be detrimental to your career in Seoul if you didn't take his offer? And why would she tell you to wear something classy just to go and write an article?
You weren't sure what was going on but you did know you could not under any circumstance tell Seung hyun about this, he already said he didn't want you alone with your boss and now you were going to be alone with him at his house, Seung hyun would have a fit if he found out. All you had to do was give enough detail but also be vague in your reason why you had to leave early and no one would be any wiser.
You took a deep breath before you opened the door and walked out.
“Everything ok Noona?” Taeyang asked from the arm chair in the open lounge room.
“I'm really sorry guys but I have to leave early”
“Why?” Seung hyun finally spoke to you, his arms folded and legs crossed with a cold expression on his face, he was angry.
“Some drama happened and they fired someone, they want me to finish her article”
“Why can't you just do it from here?” Seung hyun asked as he tilted his head to the side, you could tell he was suspicious.
“Because all the files are back at the office, I need all of her notes on it so I can actually write a good article” you said defensively while giving him a glare, you didn't mean to be so rude but you needed to be convincing.
“It's ok noona, your career comes first” Jiyong smiled at you.
“Thank you”
“We'll take you back” Seung hyun said as he uncrossed his legs and stood up.
“It's ok, really...... You guys stay here and have fun” you said trying to talk him out of it.
“That wasn't a question. Come on guys, lets go pack” Seung hyun stated as he left the room.
Once again you had found yourself sitting in the front with Seung hyun, no one spoke the entire journey home and you silently thanked god when you finally reached the city.
“Do you want me to drop you at the office? I can pick you up when you're done, we can go and get a coffee...” Seung hyun said in a deep tone.
“No home's fine, I need a shower before I go in and I don't think I will have time for a coffee, the article is due in a couple of days....” you replied.
“You won't have time to get one coffee?” Seung hyun asked playfully.
“No” was all you said back as he pulled up to your building.
Seung hyun gripped his hands tightly around the steering wheel, his knuckles going white from the pressure. You were blowing him off.
“Thanks for the mini holiday” You said in a nonchalant tone as you grabbed your bag and headed straight to your apartment, you had too much on your mind to even care to pretend to be thankful, even though you were.
'Why is she being like this?' Seung hyun thought to himself as he watched you walk into your building, you didn't even stop to wave him goodbye like you usually would.
You stared in awe out of the window of the car your boss sent to get you at the extravagant villa it was pulling into. This was your bosses house? It was huge.
The inside was just as over the top as the outside, so much art work and expensive furniture that you were sure it would rival Seung hyun's collection.
“Ahh you made it” Mr Lee appeared. “Do you like my home?” he asked as he held his arms out to the side.
“It's lovely” you smiled politely as you bowed.
“Thank you. Let me take your coat” Mr Lee said but before you could respond he was already taking it off your shoulders, exposing the preppy sweater and mid thigh length skirt you had chosen to wear. “How come you always look so lovely?” he asked as he placed your coat on the rack by the door.
“Shall we get to work?” You asked ignoring his question.
“Ahh yes, follow me” he said leading you into his study.
You sat at the old oak desk and opened the files that laid on top as Mr Lee stood behind you.
“You have no idea how beautiful you look when you are concentrating on something, you get this little crinkle right in the middle of your brow” he said as he placed his hands on your shoulders and started to massage them.
“So Mr Lee, please tell me exactly what was the problem with the article and I will fix it right away” you said trying to ignore his comment as you brushed his hands off your shoulders.
“My dear surely by now you realise that this isn't about the article” he said as he span your chair around so you were facing him.
“If it's not about the article then what is it about?” you asked as you furrowed your brow.
“This is about me giving you the opportunity to further your career” e replied with a large grin.
“Really?” you asked cautiously.
“Yes. You just need to do one thing for me in return.....” his whole tone changed with his last sentence, he placed his hand on your thigh, running it up and underneath your skirt.
As soon as his hand moved under your skirt you jumped out of the chair, pushing him away in the process and headed for the door.
“Miss ____ I assure you that you do not want to refuse this offer” He called after you but you didn't stop.
You grabbed your coat and headed out of the door, how could you be such an idiot? Why else would he invite you to his house this late at night? You were stupid enough to take his offer and now you were stranded on the other side of the city with no money, you didn't think to bring your purse, you didn't think it would be needed.
You pulled your phone out of the pocket of your coat as you flicked through the list of contacts, stopping when Seung hyun's name appeared. You wanted to see him more then anything but how could you face him after you lied to him? He would just get angry and scold you by telling you that you should have listened to him, that was the last thing you wanted to hear right now. You scrolled through your phone and found the next best thing.
“Noona?” a groggy Jiyong sounded from the other end and you couldn't help but cry as soon as you heard his voice. “What happened? Is everything ok?” he asked, his voice laced with concern.
“Can you come get me?” you asked through tears.
“Of course, where are you?”
You were sat on a bench in a park near your bosses house when you heard Jiyongs Lamborghini come roaring down the street, his tires squealing as he stopped suddenly in front of the park, he got out and slammed the door before he ran over to you, kneeling in front of you as soon as he got there.
“What happened? Are you ok?” he asked grabbing your shoulders and checking over you to make sure you weren't hurt.
“I'm fine, can you please just take me home?” you asked looking away from him as you wiped away a tear.
“Not before you tell me what's going on” he said shaking his head.
“I can't” you said softly as you looked at the ground.
“Why not?” he asked sweetly as he placed his hand under your chin, forcing you to face him.
“Because... you will tell Seung hyun”
“Noona I promise I won't say a word to hyung, ok....”
“I lied”
“About what, the article?”
“There was no article.... I just made that up because I didn't want Seung hyun to know that I had to go to my bosses house” you spat out in frustration as tears began to flow down your cheeks.
“What did that creep do to you?” he asked in an aggressive tone.
“He basically told me that if I slept with him that I would get ahead in the company”
“Noona, you need to tell me if he did anything to you...” he said as he cupped your face.
“He put his hand up my skirt”
“That asshole, I'll fucking kill him” he shouted as he stood up.
“Ji, please don't...” you cried out to him trying to grab his hand.
“No, the guys and I are gonna make his life hell for trying that with you, who the fuck does he think he is?” he yelled as he paced back and forth, raking his hand through his hair.
“Ji you promised.... you promised me you wouldn't tell Seung hyun” you cried as you covered your face with your hands.
“Hey, hey I'm sorry. I promise I won't tell him, ok?” he said sweetly as he knelt in front of you and grabbed your hands.
“And you can't tell the others or they might tell him”
“I promise I won't say a word, come on, let's get you home” he smiled at you as he helped you up and took your coat.
He opened the passenger door and threw your coat behind the seats, he turned to you before he placed a kiss on your forehead and smiled.
