The Uninvitation
You never were a "love me tender" girl I promised you the world I swore my life and love and still It wasn't enough I never knew how to quit You were angry and hurting and so You hit me Right in the heart with words so strong they may as well have been cars Or some other metaphor for fucking painful I wanted so badly to be yours I waited and you dated I crawled on my knees like a dog for acceptance You told me I was always pathetic You were right I was pathetically in love with you A high school crush that ended in no time Turned into 3 years and no time for dating Turned into long nights and long days and waiting I was done being pathetic - I'd rather be nothing If I'm the "one that got away" Then why were you running? If I'm all you ever wanted Then why'd you keep choking? Fess up, admit it I don't know who you're kidding You don't know what you want And this end is just fitting My life was put on hold for you And we were friends again easily But now I'm getting over you And all you want is sympathy Your mind-games, your bullshit I think I've had enough of it I loved you, you lost me Now quit the pretending This chapter in our lives Is overdue on ending You're the only one you're fooling With a life of drugs and boozing You never were in love with me You just want your "misery" I'm done now, you're old news Go find a new "true-love" to lose