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[dontpushmetotheedge]

Those pro recovery posts stating if you recover you can make up the hurt to your family from it. Fuck off, this isn't about them.

[bapfanfics]

Crooked

author: crystalbones

pairing: Yongguk/Himchan

rating: NC-17

warning: smut, mention of drug use, eating disorders

summary: But he never asks, not because he doesn't know how to, but because he doesn't want to know even if he should. Because it's his job, the role, that comes with being the leader. It should be his business to know if something's wrong with one of the members, but it's different with Himchan. It's different because maybe they're a little more than just band members - just friends - and Yongguk's afraid. It's more than being afraid for a friend, more than being afraid for the future of the band, it's so much more than that. 

(He just eats in silence, watching the drama with little interest, wondering if he should confront Himchan, because more than anything - more than the group and himself and his dreams - he cares about Himchan ten times more.)

[bapfanfics]

So Close

author: turnbaektime 

pairing: Daehyun/Zelo, Zelo centric

rating: nc-15

warning: mentions of sexual content

summary: Junhong, being the hormonal teenage boy he is, wakes up to having a boner. The only problem is he can't find the chance to relieve himself from it.

('Just a little bit longer, Junhong' He tells himself, squeezing his legs shut together, tappings his toes against the car floor at a fast rhythm. Just a little bit more.)

[bapfanfics]

빗물 (Drainage)

author: kaixian

pairing: Daehyun/Youngjae

rating: PG-15

warning: Language, Death, Mental Issues

summary: Outside, the rain is still falling, trickling down the drains, pressing calm ambiance into his bones. It sounds like the wind is sighing, but the rest of the place is quiet. He can’t hear the others moving around this late at night, and Youngjae knows that they’ll be sleeping. Maybe the leaders will be discussing plans for the next assignment. But he, alone, concentrates on the rain and hopes that it will take him away.

(“I don’t want the rain to stop, Daehyun,” he utters softly, muffled by the blankets. “I don’t want the rain to stop, ever. Is that really too much to ask? I guess it is. Who the hell wants it to rain all the time anyways? I must be crazy Daehyun, I must be.”)

[bapfanfics]

Laundry Day

author: brainboxes

pairing: Himchan/Jongup

rating: R

warning: smut

summary: Jongup is curious as to what Himchan's special underwear feels like.

(Groaning, Jongup walked over to the lone article and plucked it out, only to stare at it before processing what it actually was.

Frilly, lacy, pink panties.)

[bapfanfics]

Simple, Basic

author: chasingbreaths

pairing: Daehyun/Youngjae

rating: nc-17

warning: cursing, mentions of sexual content

summary: Youngjae wants nothing but thoughts of Daehyun

(The pillow smells like you...)

[bapfanfics]

We Could Use Some Hope

author: loudestoflove

pairing: Yongguk/Himchan

rating: R

warning: Violence 

summary: AU. Space mercenaries. Himchan and Yongguk aren't really bad guys, they just look like it.

[Part 2]

(Mato station has been their home base for years.)

[bapfanfics]

Schoolgirl's Outfit

author: destroyedparadise234

pairing: Daehyun/Youngjae

rating: R

warning: smut

summary: Youngjae wakes up wearing a schoolgirl's outfit, thanks to a certain dark-haired ulzzang, but thankfully Daehyun comes to save Youngjae from any embarrassment.

(‘Not only did he dress me up in this, but he left me here and went back to the dorm!’  Youngjae should have known something was up when Himchan asked him to go with him to the HQ for dance practice that morning, despite the fact that he had been pissed at Youngjae for a week after the younger man messed up his favorite shirt.)