It feels kinda weird.
I'm out of the circus, but now I'm stuck in a system. And all these people are characters from things. It doesn't feel real to me. I hate it here.
But like, this is "the real world" the only difference is that there's no video game that sucks people into it when they put on the VR headset. But now, I still feel stuck. I'm in a system. I don't even know what the hell that is. I'm just... here.
The only real solace I have is that my canon Pomni was someone the system knew.
I don't fucking know. Now I'm just sitting here trying to figure out how to change. Being in the circus for... 3 years(?) really fucking changed me. Now, I'm wanting to change to be somewhat "better" or "normal" or whatever you want to call it.
Everything is so goddamn hard. As of writing this, I've only been here 23 days. I still feel stuck.
-Jax (fabling) #🖤🏳️⚧️🐺
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