Sometimes Techni will sit down and actually think about the things she’s done that accidentally (or purposely) caused the death of the people she cared about. Most times she ends up just getting pissed off again, and will dismiss the thoughts, but sometimes it will make her seriously regret what she’s done, and she’ll stay there to loathe herself for a while.
Because of past experiences, she’s both hesitant to fall in love again—as well as eager to make something that will end better.
Currently, she has fallen in love with someone, but she’s not sure how to go about talking to that person about it. She’s tried subtle/not-so-subtle hints, but some of those haven’t ended very well.