gonna be a blue sargent apologist . a thing about blue sargent is that she’s been a non-psychic in a house full of special women her entire life and that she’s constantly put in both a weirdo box and a nonspecial box at very same time by different people in different context in one single person, even when it’s definitely not intentional and was despite it all raised in a loving supporitve household, she still visibly feels quite singled out and bored and lonely. but blue grew up around women and her tendency to alienate herself from women and consider herself above but actually below but actually above other girls is actually quite fitting in the context she grew up in because she was always quite literally is not like the other girls. blue knows if she cannot be naturally distinctive like other women she will actively make herself distinctive. she will convince herself that she’s special. that she’s also a weirdo in the good, special sense. and i think that’s a realistic portrayal of a girl today in relation to the inherent threat of being singled out as specifically unspecial. so we make ourselves special
