I hope you'll always have your head in the clouds, but have the ability to be your own. I pray you find the ability to use your voice that you lost so long ago. I pray you see what you're terrified of and finally get the courage to face them. Know you'll always have my heart; and I don't want it back. I know you cannot face the realities of life just yet but someday I hope you can. I can't be the woman I used to be. We were lost in the mist of young and reckless love and we both said things into the universe we can't take back. I can't love you that way again, but I'm still in love with you . I'm in a twisted love affair with the man you used to be and the stranger I see in front of me now. We can both try to cover those scars with tattoos painted by new lovers; but we'll always remember you and me... from the trips to the movies , to dipping into the pool, to our late night talks... we can't go back to each other, we've thrown everything off balance. Too many men have looked in between my thighs since you left and I can smell the lust of the women you think you need now. But just know, when the sun hits my face just right , and I play that song that you used to sing off key.. you're the only thing to cross my mind . So from me to you , I wish you love , happiness and success. You deserve it. Happy birthday. #snake #takeashotforme #notthebest #happybirthday #ihopeyourelistening