13, 25, 38, 40 :-)
13. Talk about the first time you had sex/how you imagine the first time
I’ve never had sex but i feel like mine is going to be awkward and hopefully it’ll be with someone i can laugh with because i just get shy sometimes and other times I just randomly try things so i really don’t know. i try not to imagine a lot because i don’t want expectations.
25. Talk about an ex-best friend
Well there’s so many people i can talk about right now but like I’m thinking about in 6th grade i knew this girl and we were really close and then she told the guy i liked that i liked him and she started bullying me and calling me fat with this other kid on the bus so yeah
38. Talk about songs that remind you of people
Vanilla Twilight- Owl City: This reminds me of my friend Jeff and I used to have this huge crush on him and we joke about it all the time, but i used to listen to this song and just text him and it made me so happy yeah
Mr. Brightside- The Killers: Reminds me of this kid that catfished me and it really hurts whenever I hear it and don’t have like a warning.
I don’t really like tainting songs with memories of people so yeah thats it.
40. Talk about the end of something in your life
Well this isn't really an end, it's like a partial break off that really needs to happen. So like, I've been hanging out a lot with this guy and like we made out a few times and kissed and like we just always were together and i got drunk this weekend and i told him i had a few feelings for him and then on sunday he denied me saying anything and on monday he finally brought it up and we decided on being friends and like im totally chill with that and whatever because i like spending time with him and i was willing to work on just seeing him as a friend all the time bc we are just simply really good friends who occasionally hooked up and like i was cool with that decision. BUT THEN last night he came into my room and told me he asked out my friend and she said yes and now she wont even fucking look at me and things are so awkward and i just cant function knowing she did that to me and knowing he did too so i think it's the end of my trust in both of them. idk i've been listening to mayday parade and taylor swift all day and trying to get them out of my head but i cant and my trust is just super shattered and i just don't know what to do.
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