This week, I have 2 videos scheduled. But I took a break from recording to not only shoot for my music video, but to mentally recharge because I found that these past few weeks have not been the best for my mental health. Things have been failing, falling apart, and tearing into me all week on top of my having a long term flare up from my chronic illness. I am also retaking some mixing and mastering courses, as one of the next covers I am working on for you for next week requires a little more experimentation. Lead vocals are done,, but I want to add background before I mix and master it. It's been exhausting,, as I have also been slowly shooting a music video on my own this week as we'll and i am tired.. I am also mad cause my internet has not allowed me to twitch stream for a week now. I'm pretty frustrated, so I hope you enjoy the 2 videos this week. I'll be keeping my promises (both the at least 1 video a week thing AND the fact that I will still be pursuing my dream of being a rockstar). I just need a little more time. If the gods are in my favor, the new cover should be up by next week still and the little gift for hitting 666 (we are at 663 now) will also be in the works. Thank you all for being understanding. Here is a pic of my notebook. In this, there is a complete guide to mixing and mastering that's still being written with the help of many youtube tutorials and experiments. And on the cover is a picture from the Old Days of ArwenStarsong. Also, these pens are freaking amazing. <3. . #2021goals #mentalrecharge #takingasmallbreak #youtuberlife #raceto1000subscribers #youtube #youtuber #becomingayoutuber #photooftheday #wannaberockstar #chasingdreams #musicianlife #supportmetal #supportmusic (at Fresno, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CKPYruzgwhn/?igshid=gn9ptw1fgwr
