Oct 9, 2025
resisting the urge to quit my job and drive across the country over the weekend to stay w a friend until i find a job there
#severe yearly depression bc i miss them so so much#my impulse control is a little too strong for this but i envy people who could lmao#my mental state has been in a downward spiral for a while now and i keep reflecting on#nights in the car talking#wandering city streets#laying on the floor watching tv together#waking up in the quiet and then hearing them wake up too#talking fearlessly#im so stressed im never gonna feel that kind of happy more than one week every year or two