#talking lor

[bilboring]

what did I miss why is thin bilbo a thing what

[bilboring]

I JUST REMEMBERED HAVING A DREAM ABOUT MODERN THORIN HOLD UP. 

He was like a Taxi driver but with a giant talent as an engineer and I wanted to help him score a job worthy of his abilities. HE ALSO HAD A DAUGHTER AND HE did everything to hELP HER. Oh God. 

[jiminew]

To the anon that sent me the question about hair!! I am working in making something for you!! 

[jiminew]

Friendly reminder that I have a twitter and post art there and you know! I want to follow more people!! I am @banggukks!!!

[jiminew]

hehehe I have a new icon

[jiminew]

Bby it's ok to be anxious. I hope you are ok now but the best thing to do is just takes things slow and do one thing at a time and get that sorted. Going to Korea for a month can be a wonderful opportunity but missing out just means you can go back another day where hopefully you don't feel as anxious <3

You’re a darling. Seriously you don’t know how much listening to other people helps me. Ahhh this is so sweet.

I was so afraid of answering this message so much I am so sorry. It’s because I have been feeling so anxious and I feel just so weird. Ahhh.

And I get what you mean. Why stress over it??? Why do I feel so much? There will be opportunities... always. I can go later, I should not worry so much. 

There are so many factors stressing me and I know I sound like a whiny person but seriously it’s just that things in my life make me think and question whether or not it’s good to go... btu at the same time y actions betray my thoughts because I am doing the best I can so I don’t miss the opportunity (my school only has 4 places to go). 

Anyway, I hope I didn’t bore you. I thank you so much. I will still think about it and I will try to stay true to myself and do what’s best for me!!

Thank you again seriously thank you thank you thank you ;;

[jiminew]

I wish I didn’t have anxiety.

If i didn’t have it I could just work on getting into the fucking exchange program without being a cry baby. 

But no. Here I am in the verge of tears because I have the opportunity to go to Korea for a month for my major but I am overwhelmed by everything. I feel my chest is gonna explode and I feel like I don’t wanna leave my family and. It’s just to much I want to cry.

I feel so weird I just... I just want to cry because this is so fucking stupid because why can’t I have a normal brain. Am I really going to waste an opportunity because I feel anxious???? Am I???

[jiminew]

(ɔˆ⌣ˆ)ⓗⓤⓖ(ˆ⌣ˆc) I hope you feel better!! do you want me to come off anon??? *I'll hear you out!!but i suck at advice and such* hope it all goes well in your appointment ❣

Sorry for the late reply!!! ;; I have been so out of it ): I still feel very sick and I am taking so many meds ;; 

And I don’t want to make you do something that may make you uncomfortable!!! ;; so don’t worry really do whatever you want okay okay??? Thank you for trying to cheer me up tho you’re amazing and I can’t thank you enough!!! *hugs hugs*