I felt all of this😞😞😞 *********** Repost from @og_newnew • YALL DONT KNOW HOW MANY TEARS I CRIED TRYNNA UNDERSTAND WHY ME...DOWNPLAYING Myself cause I don’t wanna make ppl uncomfortable, feeling undeserving, how much I gotta fight to keep my MENTAL str8, can’t show vulnerability cause they perceive it as weak or victim, can’t be too happy, don’t know who to trust, how many ppl I lost cause they didn’t understand THIS, wanted THIS, envied THIS, pretended to love me for THIS but I DIDNT CHOOSE THIS..GOD DID. And That’s why no matter what yall try to do or say to destroy me, I sit still with grace!! How You gonna be mad at ME for being What GOD made ME? Be what he made you! Im sure it’s great things in there!!! You think you know but you have no IDEA! #talkyourshitbee (at Utica, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPobds3nYYl/?utm_medium=tumblr