#tama resonates

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stop banning all the cool people i have NO littles to HAVE A WEIRD PLAY DATE with

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one day i hope i have lots of friends who can play pretend with me and mean it and it isn’t a chore to them and yeah

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i dont care if they were horrible i liked beinf in the chat with my old platoon and treated as little and stupid and cute and chaotic and too stupid and small to be trusted with anything except going nuclear on our enemies.i miss going out and stuff i miss resonating in person with them i miss when we’d run around at the mall and play games at the arcade and it felt sneaky and fun because no one knew we were keronians in disguise here to conquer earth. andi miss playing in the pool with kaylee and pretending the same stuff. grrr. why did this have to happen. even if i went back theybwouldnt want me cause theyre incels and nazis and im a weird perverted intersex autistic transgender manic trans species permakid frog boy :frownie:. Literally :aj_cry: :aj_sad: . i liked it a lot i liked having a platoon and i liked being their youngest and i liked that it wasn’t conditional. . i just feel dizzy though so whatever

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i don’t know how to just Exist when im alone and small and it’s making me ANGRY…..!.!. cause when im me im little. and when im little im not 8 or 10 or 11 in human years. i’m not a human kid!!!!! i was a keronian in a human body when this body was 8 and then well. The body grew but i didnt really. i’m still just me ….. and and and. i like being the platoon’s private. i like being the cute horrible tiny sweet but awful little guy.. a mascot and a junior and stuff . but when Im not being perceived or causing issues then i just get bored and upset and dont want to be around ….. Aughhh!!!!!!!1!!

for a long time I did a lot of stuff from my actual childhood but..i think if i do all that on the same days where i wanna have perverted fun or get high…i freak out really bad and get guilty and cry a lot. i dont think i wanna mix my actual childhood with it . cause im still growing and stuff . but like.. i dont know… i trying to model my own ‘little space’ but i dont know how

cause i cant use dsi/3ds or animal jam or LPS or i get upset. i dont wanna use bluey and sip cups and new sonic movies cause i just Dont really care or like it . im in a world where there’s a scale from baby to grown up and it goes in a straight line and im not on it and it hurts. i dont know what i should do if im alone or if im just on the phone and everyones quiet and not talking to me . grrrrrr.

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i need more force regression in my life andd maybe it’s cause life has been so stressful lately.. it’s hard to be small. and i know i always am but sometimes i just wanna be babied lots or even just patronized and told not to swear and stuff and called a little boy until i can’t do anything but sit and play and babble and cuddle and sleep… no more worrying just little boy ok.but you have to help me cause my brains in survival mode

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i love sarge cause i dont feel like i haveto put him in me or touch each other like we’re like normal grownups in bed he can just pull my tail or grind his heel on my nothinggg andd use his words and ican suck his fingers if i wanttt or hump his leg and i likeit i like sarge i love sarge.,,’if i everthink about sarge when i have stuff in me i dont really thinkof sarge’s body i think of being tied up andd sarge uses a machine on me insteads and it feelss safer and cooler and righter than if it were my sarge’sbody. i like being a good private annd the best test subject everrr.but im sleepy goodnigh

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ilove sarge ilocehimm

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so gender affirming to be syskid and technically im 8 but im not a kid but im not grown either but yes i am but no im not. im babywife but i can get high but i play animal jam but i can carry some eggs but im a fat little boy but i do some real kinky stuf but im but i get scared of creepy pastaaa