TW: Depression and suicidal thoughts
The silence in the barren land was heavy, where there was not much light and sound. Faint shapes in the distance and the lack of pleasant or unpleasant smells in the cold air. This is the empty sekai, you made it and shaped it with your emotions. The feelings that you desperately tried to understand and feel, just like the other people in your life. Your chest felt heavy, burdened by an unknown weight that you tried to find a solution for. You've given up by now, having made your choice. You'll stay in your sekai where nobody can find, hurt and judge you. You feel at peace with yourself and allow a small smile to grace your face. Everyone else that you ever met will probably not even notice your absence, except your mother...
The woman who raised, loved and supported you in your life. You're sorry that she'll have to suffer for a while but it's not enough to make you want to stay. You love your mother but the place you call home didn't feel like it. It's silly isn't it? Why didn't it feel right? Your parents loved you and yet you still failed them and their expectations. But, this is the only way. The only way to gain control over your life for once, this is your choice.
You close your eyes and soon fall asleep and hoped this will be the last time. However fate had a different idea for you and you awaken in a dark tiny space. You immediately wondered how on earth did you get here before you remembered that Miku wasn't around in the sekai. It was her last attempt on saving you and so she teleported you to a different area.
It seemed like you were in a coffin and there was the sound of scratching against what you assumed was the lid. It was soon blasted open by a creature that looked like a grey cat with blue flames coming from its ears.
Little did you know that this will be the start of many adventures for you. And maybe, just maybe the people you will meet will save you just like what Miku for hoped.
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