(in response to “Shut Up and You Know I Love You” by Taylor Mali)
on bracelets and stretched
thin summer days, sweating
instead of salt water. From dirt
and scraped knees and books, broken
up too soon, sprouting seeds without
roots, without knowing what
that means. From when foreign
fingers slipped in: recoil; recoil
still when they are familiar. I am from closed
legs and lips and skirts that lay just so, heels
where they belong. I am from secret
fists and red-eyed rage, from spit
and shout and scream. From closed
doors, closets and picked over
into days running on. I am from masks,
music notes, and laughter, dimples dodging
in and out. From words not working
anymore. From dried up, spilled out
making red wine stains on white carpet.
I am from give until nothing is left. From long
letters that explain little, but like
a cartographer’s trailing eyes, I am going to
remember; I am from forget.