#tdcamelia

[syrena-the-siamese]

Am, Am, Am!

"C'mhere i have a surprise for you."

[wandering-far-disappearing]

♫ amelia

Frou Frou - Must Be Dreaming

Yuna was lying in the grass, feeling the little prickles of coldness touch her skin. It had been a week and three days since she’d slept, and everything in her head had seemed that it was falling apart yet again. It never really stopped, she’d just convinced herself that it was at a standstill. It only made everything worse in the end, but at least she could pretend happy. If you pretend it, you will eventually become it, right? Hearing crunches of snow beneath somebody’s feet, she turned her head to see none other than… Amelia Flightly. It took her a minute to register, and she’d stood up and brushed hard bits of frozen grass from her pants as Amelia walked closer. Mentally, she cringed. Visibly, she smiled and waved slightly, becoming nervous—nervous as to why she was coming closer, nervous as to why she was here, maybe she did something wrong. Maybe Yuna messed up by accident and Amelia was here to tell her.But no, as soon as Amelia was in arms reach, she reached out and pulled Yuna into a hug and kissed her cheek. Throughout this, Yuna’s entire world slowed down a little bit, and she was as confused as ever. Yuna didn’t want that. She didn’t want to be kissed or hugged by somebody that she used to know, somebody that came back and she barely knew now. As Yuna pushed her away, the space between them stretched out and the world spun into a pit of blackness—and then she woke up. "I must have been dreaming," she murmured, looking up at the stars above her, and hearing the slight movement of the lake under the wind. "Must have been."

[wandering-far-disappearing]

You deserve much better sweet heart. I'm so sorry she hurt you.

I’m not hurt. I feel better now. I can go out and be my own person and.. stop worrying about her because she’s stronger and doesn’t need me anymore-I’m on Cloud Nine, sweetheart. She used me, she got what she wanted. It's all good.

[wandering-far-disappearing]

Top five ladies you are interested in?

Amelia. I’ve only ever wanted Amelia since I’ve been here. Isn’t that obvious?And Clara, too. I’ve liked her since the first time I saw her.

[wandering-far-disappearing]

♬-amelia

First meeting - James Blunt, I’ll Take Everything

How I feel about you - Maria Mena, I Miss Your Love

A song that reminds me of you- Florence, Cosmic Love

A song I want to sing to you- Ellie Goulding, Your Song

How I feel about our relationship- Maria Mena, Just Hold Me (at the moment) Imogen, Between Sheets (on the regular)

…I love you. I miss you. Why can’t you just.. please, Amelia? I’m so confused. I kind of need you.

[wandering-far-disappearing]

William asked Amelia on a date. You gonna do anything about it?

*rolls her eyes* Whatever. I don’t care anymore. She’s stronger, doesn’t need me. She’ll do what she pleases and leave me behind like anyone else will—and as for William, I really don’t care for him. Why does it matter? Couldn’t you just leave me alone? You make me sick.

I would say I would kill him, or I would scare the fuck out of him, but at this point, I’m just so tired. I’m so tired of everything and everyone in this goddamned circus. Let her do what she wants. Let him do what he wants. Nothing’s forever, promises are made to be broken, AND I DO NOT CARE.

[wandering-far-disappearing]

Captain Amelia Flightly does not love you anymore. She won't love you, so stop trying. Just give up already. You're pathetic.

I know she loves me, she told me she did, and I want you to leave me alone. I know I’m pathetic-this isn’t any news to me.

[wandering-far-disappearing]

I think Amelia doesn't love you. I think she's in like with that William boy.

I think you need to stop breathing.