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Me feat. Breann! 

[syrena-the-siamese]

Time After Time - CLOSED

Syrena laid in bed, in the pitch black. Everything was silent, except every once in awhile when she would hear Captain Knots paws tap against the hardwood floor. She didn't know how long she had been laying there in silence, surely a few hours. Syrena looked over at the sleeping body besides her, breathing in and out softly. He was so peaceful when he slept his body all tangled between the sheets...she wondered if she should wake him up and tell him...that she remembered everyone. No, let him be Si...Looking back on all the memories here, him and Dania were the only good ones here. But every time she would make a move she would hurt somebody else, and she wondered if it was even worth it anymore. All she had left was Ronno and dania and honestly...they would do so much better without her..

So without a sound Syrena got up from the bed as quietly as she could and began to pack her things in a small duffle bag. When she was finished she found a piece of paper and a pen.

"Dear Ronno,

I know you're wondering where i am right now, and obviously i am gone..but i'm not going to tell you where i'm going...i remember everything. Do you honestly think you could live a happy life with me? I destroy everything i touch, and no matter what i always mess it up again. I love you Ro, please do not misunderstand you're perfect in every way...but i do not deserve you. I can't say goodbye in person or i would go back on my decision but i need to leave, it would be best for both of us, i promise. I want to thank you for loving me, and having hope in me more than most people do. No matter what my heart will always belong to you, maybe our paths will cross again someday but right now, i need to be free and alone. Please understand....i'm so sorry...Tell Dania i'm sorry too, and that i wish i could've been the best friend she deserved..Don't let me stop you from living, keep living. If anything, please keep that promise, keep living Ro.

P.S: Try to remember the good memories, okay? I love you..

-Syrena"

With that Syrena took in a deep breath and set the note gently on the pillow besides his head. She looked down onto his sleeping body and she kissed his lips softly for the very last time, before sneaking out of the apartment and walking down the streets. It was so weird walking out of the circus gates but uplifting at the same time....she was free. Syrena smiled slightly at the thought and headed to the airport. She was going back home to Thailand, only to find out her sister would be joining her too, otherwise she wouldn't be able to do it alone. She met with her twin at the terminals handing the air hostess their ticket and walking hand in hand until they were seated on the plane. Syrena let out a small sigh and looked over at her sister with a sad smile. "It's okay Si, everything is okay now." Amelia reassured her with the squeeze of her hand. Syrena only nodded a bit as a few tears slid from her eyes. "I know Am. I know."

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[syrena-the-siamese]

Ro.

[syrena-the-siamese]

Kill Me ~ Ronno

(Oh great. Going to cry now)

This wasn’t happening. Things like this do not happen. Syrena reassured herself as she cradled the love of her life on the floor. Blood. Dripping. Blood everywhere. Her lips were trembling and she was whimpering in panic, choked sobs escaped her throat as she held onto Ro’s limp body tightly. “Si..” The boy murmured as he used that last of his strength to cup her face. Syrena rocked his body back and forth, shaking her head. “You can’t leave me. They will find who did this to you, i promise. Police are on their way. Do not leave me Ronno!” She cried out. Ronno had a small smile, coughing a bit as he looked up at her. “No. I’m ready to go. It hurts Si. Let me go.” Syrena looked down at him with swollen eyes. “I-I w-what are you a-asking me to do?” Ro’s arm clenched at his stomach as he reached over and picked up the knife his killer left. “Let me go.” He said simply shoving the knife into her hands. “The ambulance will be here soon Ro, you’ll be okay!” He only shook his head. “No i won’t, trust me. I won’t make it. Would you rather me suffer…” Si’ sobbed silent tears as her body trembled. “I c-can’t!” Ronno swallowed, looking up at her with pleading eyes.."Please…" Syrena only stared back into eyes, and leaned over and kissed his lips gently, letting her tears fall on his skin. Her other hand holding the knife firmly, as it hovered over his heart. “I love you Syrena.” “I love you too.” She replied, as he hand smacked down the knife into his heart, closing her eyes tightly as she heard the splatter of blood collect against her skin. When she opened her eyes, his body went limp and cold, as he took his last breath. It was then Syrena let out full on sobs as she held her dead lover in her arms, screaming from a broken heart. 

"Kiss it all better, i’m not ready to go..it’s not your fault love, you didn’t know. You didn’t know.~"

[syrena-the-siamese]

Ro~

"You'd promise you would cuddle with meee."

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Returning Home.

It was shortly after christmas that Syrena had regain all her memories of Henry, and even the lost memories of her past causing her to become emotionally unstable again. All the emotions filled her whole body at once and she couldn't take it making her leave for awhile without telling a single soul. Syrena didn't know where she was going, but anywhere but the circus was fine with her. It was selfish of her to leave all her friends, family there, especially Ronno. But it was too much for her and she didn't know what else to do.

She spent most of her time sitting alone in a small booth next to large window in whatever restaurant that was open at the time, not moving until she was forced out. She didn't know what to make of what she was feeling and she hated it. After a while of living on the streets she decided it was time to come back and face her fears. Being slightly paler and weaker than she was due to malnutrition she walked the path back to the circus. Sitting on the stairs of her lover Ronno's apartment. He'd probably found someone better, maybe he didn't even want to see her again. Who knew what could've happened in the time she was gone. In a blink of an eye it started pouring down rain. Syrena only crossed her arms over her chest and leaned her head against the railing of the stairs. Letting the droplets rush over her flesh.

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Late Night Talks // Sonno.

Syrena couldn't sleep that night tossing and turning as the bed sheets tangled around her body in awkward positions. When she did get sleep she had the most weirdest dreams. Mostly about growing old with Ronno and having a son named Rob as two strange girls lived with them, she really had no idea where the hell she got that from.

Finally when she awoke for the fifth time, she sighed wiping away the bead of sweat that ran from her neck. She looked at the night stand seeing with a blurry vision that it was only one a.m. She groaned shifting her body to see Ronno snoring contently. She laid there watching him for a while with a big with a small smile at her lips, it was the little things she loved about him. After a moment she very gently scooted closer to him, intertwining their bodies together, resting her hand on his chest, as her lips met the nape of his neck with soft kisses. "Ro~" She whispered..

[syrena-the-siamese]

Calling Home ll Ronno

Si: *ring-a-ling-bitches*