for basically as long as i can remember i had that weird attitude about names and titles and such where i wouldn't use it unless absolutely necesary i would much rather use a descriptor, this goes for many instances like i dont really use my friends names or any people I know when talking about them i would rather call them my friend or person i know from uni or one of my coworkers, this also goes for games books movie titles everything. I have this one memory where i was a kid and my dad asked me what movie i was watching and i would open the tv menu that showed it to you and repeatedly point at it but he wanted me to say it and i just got really upset for some reason. Someone will ask me what my favorite game is and id rather go oh this game with those characters where this and that happens every single time i bring that up rather than say the title, when i speak with friends in person i literally just say my game or my show. I also don't like being refereed to by name, I dont mind it that much because im used to it and i hear it on a daily basis but id rather we just skip it yk? and this isnt even about oh i dont like my name that might sound like it but thats not that, same thing goes for nicknames. I go by tea here because i picked it i like it and thats me if you wanna talk about me but still i feel like its not necesary
i talk about it in the first place because i had to hand in an assignment today where we had to design a character and naturally i had to name them too, i did an awesome job on that drawing and lettering and I was so proud of myself i really wanted to show it off but i got so unreasonably nervous at the idea of me now having to introduce said character by the name i picked for her, this of course never even happened and i just showed the drawing and thats it but it made me think about this whole phenomenon for the rest of the day
