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thelovedandthewounded replied to your post: teabooksnerd replied to your post: How do you...

I have a question.. Will you and isy marry me?

Always.

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teabooksnerd replied to your post: How do you save URLs?

Im not the anon, but it would be really helpful if you could give instructions on how to do that because I really want to change mine but Im also super possessive about teabooksnerd

OKAY!

URL SAVING INSTRUCTIONAL:

1. Go to your dashboard. You should see your blog title on the righthand column, with a drop down box. Don't click the URL - click the box itself, but only once!

2. You should see your blog title come up, with the option to click again and go to /blog/url, but under that it will say "Create New Blog." CLICK THAT!

3. The form to create a new blog will come up. Create a blog with the preferred URL (the one you're going to switch to, or the one you're saving - if you're going to switch to it, it's best to just change the URL and then save your URL you switched from, but do it quick!). Where the blog title box is, just type in "saved" or "Untitled," or something similar to that.

4. Hit Create Blog! You've saved your URL. Any questions? (:

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teabooksnerd replied to your post: my mom just told me that she lost confidence in me...

that blows. youre not letting us down though. we love you!

thanks. you guys don't determine the rest of my life though. she does. and since she's disappointed in me, i guess the rest of my life will be disappointing. oops.

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I hope you all always read my tags, especially on the really long and important stuff.

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All of them! Hehe

ALL OF THEM?? ALL OF THE FAIRYTALE ONES?? OMG

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Snow White: I do consider myself pretty :3

Sleeping Beauty: I sleep about 7 hours every night. I'm working on doing better thought :)

Cinderella: Technically it's midnight. As for a driving curfew.. I can't drive by myself yet so it's just that legal stuff :P

Rapunzel: Oh my gosh, I love being outside :3 I should go outside more

Little Red Riding Hood: I trust the goodness of strangers easily, but I don't know about actually trusting them to keep a secret or something. I probably won't trust strangers in New York City easily again except actually I probably would anyways, but I'd tell them stuff about my life that I don't mind telling people but people usually don't like to share (like addiction and stuff like that) sooo Yes. 

The Wolf and the seven little Goats: It depends. But I don't think so.

The seven Ravens: I have a twin brother and I think we have a pretty good relationship, it's not super amazingly awesome or anything, but I think it's pretty good. There's a lot of strain on it and a lot of resentment coming from me sometimes, but we still have our great moments. That hasn't changed. [maybe this answer will help you understand my answer for Little Red Riding Hood--how I'm telling you complete and random strangers that bit about resentment]

Beauty and the Beast: If they're pure of heart and they try to do the right thing, a person is beautiful to me (there's a lot more to it than that though). I could go on about this for a while... Strong people are beautiful people, yes, and I measure strength by ability to have faith (and I don't mean just in the way I use the word as a tag on here) and hope, but I also measure strength by the way someone exists. They're here and maybe it's hard but they're still here even if they don't want to be, even though they may not be trying so much... I think that's strength. And in strength, I see beauty.

Besides the strength thing... I think a person is beautiful when they can see past differences and let go of hate and just be a person with people.

Ugh... but there's something else. There are things that are more essential...

Essential like the first sentence to this question.. And adding on to that, the faith and hope thing. And then stop there. I think that will be good for now.

The Little Mermaid: I would bring knowledge for love. The planning sort of knowledge. It's a fake knowledge, sure, but I would bring the certainty of what is going to happen in the future as a sacrifice for love. 

The Frog Prince: I find porn disgusting. I find murder disgusting. I find races turning against each other disgusting. I find people turning their backs on the people who cared about them disgusting when they know full well what they're doing. I find divorce fights disgusting.  I find leaving your children for the party life disgusting.  I find having sex just to have sex disgusting (what I mean is, please could there be some meaning behind it--but anyways, that's me hopping on to the opinion this, opinion that train and I just want to say that just because I think IT is disgusting doesn't mean I absolutely hate anyone who does that or whatever. I just disagree.). Okay and  I find sex disgusting  right now. Hypothetically shoot me, I don't care about sex right now XD See if I care. Oh my gosh, XD so much lack of care. I find period blood disgusting. There is quite literally no other blood that disgusts me, but when it's coming out through my vagina it's just disgusting. I find poop disgusting although it's really satisfying when it comes out (says the girl with constipation probs). When people lie straight to my face, it disgusts me. When people take advantage of others, especially when they've already hurt them before, it disgusts me. Abuse disgusts me.

 meh

Jack and the Beanstalk: a cactus :3

Puss in Boots: I have two cats and two dogs. :3 I'm good with what I've got because I never thought I'd have another puppy. 

Rumpelstiltskin: Well, my fake name online is "Kitty" and before tumblr my username often consisted of kckatsomethingorothermaybesomenumbersinhere and so that's where "c" in HiCKitty comes from and so I was kinda just saying hi, welcoming you all to say hi to c-kitty and then it was just Kitty and now it's Kitty/Ana/Kelsey since there's probably a couple hundred thousand Kelseys on here and I just don't care anymore.

Bluebeard: I over think things. And overanalyze.

Pinocchio: My greatest wish in this moment is that I will not be afraid of dying when I'm dying.

Peter Pan: My mental age... is probably ummm... 15? Or maybe 14.. I don't want to drive, so that's why. Yeah, I'm gonna go with 15.

The Star Money: My most prized possession is my writing. 

Golden Mary and Pitch Mary: I work hard when it really matters, but I can be extremely lazy.

The Snow Queen: I don't have one best friend meh. I have a few close friends. I am close to most of my friends but here's the pinnacles of the people as of now:

Abwigail: I've known her forever (since she was born) and been friends with her almost as long. For her, I would do anything (legal :P) and idk there's so many things I would do for her. Would I date the guy she wants me to date :P ehhhhh :P meh there's more to her than that though. THIS IS A SISTAH AND NO MATTER WHAT I'm pretty sure we'll always be SISTAHS because we've continued to have this great relationship through all this time even when we haven't talked for a while. I would come back for her no matter what

Bisael: We've been close for quite a few years and we don't have many classes together but I found a post on here the other day from a couple months ago where I was texting her and I was so happy and excited and it was awesome because I was like, "where has this been for the past year oh my gosh hello sister WHAT ARE WE DOING NOT TALKING LIKE THIS I LOVE YOU" and it was great XD so yeah I'd start over my life for her and have a restart from my mindset on life in middle school for her.

Lexbri: This girl is a lovely girl I mean when I say lovely I mean LOOOOOVELLYYY and beautiful and wonderful and I don't want her to be sad ever and I would SWIM THE OCEAN FOR YOU THE OCEAN FOR YOU WOOAAAAHHH LEXII SWIM THE OCEAN FOR YOU THE OCEAN FOR YOU WOOOAAHH LEXII okay Idk if I would actually do that (notice how I say idk) But what I AM gonna do is ask you often and every so often and every couple of weeks or so how you're doing and we can have awesome share seshes and it'll be great. 

(I'm actually trying to check in on quite a few of my friends in that way whenever I think about it)

Leelee: Oh my gosh. My wild friend. :3 my amazing, wonderful, opinionated, loud, lovely, wonderful friend. I have all these wonderful pictures in my head. We are 8th grade cool cats. She will always be my best 8th grade cool cat. I would walk Ralph for her and let her gossip all the time. If Josh Hutcherson was in the area, I would go get him and do the best I possibly could (better than the best!) to bring him to her.

Chappers: I would call this kid every day so he's not lonely or sad. I'm actually in the process of talking to him on the phone right now. I could have a lot to say about him, but I'll just say he's a great hugger and for some reason we just click in this way. I don't think I've ever clicked with someone like this before. 

Godfather Death: I think a good parent makes sacrifices for their kid but teaches their kid to not have people wait on them hand and foot, that they should make sacrifices for other people too. A good parent makes decisions that are best for their kid while the child is under their care. They make mistakes and teach their kid about hope and that you won't always do the right thing. They don't try to be perfect or try to make their kid perfect or force their kid to be something they're not. There's a lot of things. But I think this is good for now.

The Twelve Dancing Princesses: Yes! I love having parties!

The Emperor's New Clothes: I mean, I care about my clothes :P and I love dressing and having fun with dressing and putting together outfits, but there are definitely a ton of things more important than clothes. Also, I don't think it's really important the clothes I wear in order to make an impression on people. Maybe in a job situation or professional situation, but not in life.

The Valiant Little Tailor: Yes, I very much think I'm brave.

The Princess and the Pea: Nah, only when it comes to unstopping-up toilets and throwing up.

By the way, Bisael. THHANKKS SO MUCH FOR THE WONDERFULNESS OF THIS ASK I LOVE YOU 

Give the boy a chance. He's sending you my love.

and not just because of this. 

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Hehe, i'm going to be evil: please answer all of the questions because those are such cool questions.

Wow... XD <3 1 - Who was the last person you texted?The last person I texted was Korban! 2 - When is your birthday?July 13, 1994. 3 - Who do you want to be with right now?A few people, I suppose. I mean, I'm not too picky about it, though! I'd like to be with any of my friends, really. 4 - What sports do you play?Is blogging a sport? 5 - Who is the first person in your contacts?My cousin's ex-girlfriend, Aarika, haha. 6 - What is your favorite song as of the moment?Secrets' version of Ass Back Home! I love it. <3 7 - If you were stranded on an island, who do you wish to be with?A LOT OF PEOPLE. I could name so many. 8 - What do you feel right now?I feel...okay, right now. I feel normal. Pleasant, really! 9 - What chocolate is your favorite?I prefer dark chocolate, and I like the bars with stuff in them. There's one brand with Panko bread crumbs mixed into it, and it's WONDERFUL. 10 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have?I've had one boyfriend officially, but three "relationship" type relationships. 11 - Why did you create a Tumblr account?I originally created it to creep on people, haha! But then I got addicted and, well, here I am... 12 - Who is your favorite blogger?http://petrichor-ic.tumblr.com/favoriteblogs - I can't choose. 13 - Where do you want to be right now?Not sitting in my bedroom alone, that's for sure! 14 - What do you want to be in the future?I would like to be a funeral director in the future. And happy. I would really like to be happy. 15 - When was the last time you cried? Why?Probably yesterday. I'm positive it was yesterday, but for what I can't remember. 16 - Are you happy?Haha. No. 17 - Who do you miss?I miss my friends from home, like Allison and Jason and Ronnie and Sharon and everyone like them. 18 - If you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life?Some days, I'd answer yes to this. But most days...nah. I'm alright with this, I suppose. 19 - What was the best thing you were given?Hm. The BEST thing I was GIVEN...there are a lot of things. I mean, I'm really grateful for everything that I have. I'm going to a great school with great friends; I have amazing friends, really, really amazing friends. I'm on scholarship, mostly, I get nice texts, I get to go out and have fun. My mom sends me things in the mail. My family and friends love me...I mean, I suppose the best thing I was ever given was just...love. The people who care about me are truly blessings. 20 - Who was the last person who called you?Kristina! She wanted to see if I remembered her introduction from last year's speech tournament. 21 - What is your favorite dish?I CAN'T CHOOSE but I'm a personal fan of like, pasta dishes? Also soups. I enjoy soups. 22 - Who is your bestfriend?I can't pick, there are a lot of them. I mean, there are my real life best friends, like Allison and Janis and Patrick and Maddie and Mike and Chelsea. But then there are also my internet best friends, like Bobby and Korban and Dustin and you and Lexi and so many other really nice, genuine people I've never MET but will one day. 23 - What is your biggest regret?I can't choose this either. I have so many. 24 - Have you ever cheated on your partner?Not physically; moreso mentally. 25 - Who do you spend crazy moments with?Easily, Chelsea or Maddie. We're crazy ass motherfuckers. 26 - Name someone pretty.This is hard because I think a LOT of people are pretty...you're all fucking beautiful, don't ever forget that, okay? 27 - Who was the last person you hugged?I don't know. I don't hug people. It was probably Mike. 28 - What kind of music do you listen to?I don't listen to music, really. 29 - Are you over your past?lmfao 30 - Who is the last person in your contacts?A student who went to my high school, Stephan Zhang. 31 - What kind of person do you want to date?The kind of person who won't fuck me over. The kind of person who is genuine, and kind, and really funny. Who's a little one the sarcastic side, and has a witty, intelligent edge to him. The kind of person who will call me at night when he says he's going to, and even when he doesn't. The kind of person who will write me letters and send them to me, who will Skype with me even when I look ugly, who will call me beautiful when I wake up in the morning. The kind of person who will kiss me right in the middle of a sentence. The kind of person who will see the marks on my arms and hold me to him and tell me that I'm not crazy, I'm strong, and I'm going to make it through whatever is troubling me. The kind of person who won't let me just walk away. The kind of person who probably doesn't exist, but I'd like to find one day, I suppose. That's the kind of person I'd like to date. 32 - Do you have troubles sleeping at night?What is sleep? 33 - From whom was the last text message you received?My mother. 34 - What do you prefer, jeans or skirt?Jeans, of course. Do I look like a skirt person to you? 35 - How’s your heart?Sad. 36 - This was a stupid question so I took it out. No one will notice.I noticed. 37 - Do you like someone as of the moment?No. I hate everyone as of this moment. 38 - What would you want to say to your latest ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend?My real last ex? Nothing. And my last relationship ex? Still nothing. 39 - Do you have any phobias?Only a billion. I'm afraid of everything. Heights, the dark, people, I have social anxiety, I have a phobia of a billion things. 40 - Did you try to change for a person?I did change for a person, and he fucked me over. 41 - What’s the nicest thing have you given to someone?I've given a lot of nice things to people, but I don't want to use nice things to buy others' friendships and whatnot. 42 - Would you go back to your previous relationship?No. 43 - Are you in a good or bad mood?If you keep asking relationship questions like this, I'll be in a bad mood. But I'm in an alright mood. Neither good, nor bad. 44 - Name someone you can’t live without.No one. I can live without everyone, really. 45 - Describe your dream date.I don't even know. I've never been on a date. I suppose I'd like it to be somewhere really nice. Like going to the woods or the lake or somewhere like that, where we could go for a walk and bring cute little PB&J sandwiches and sit down and eat them, and then go back to my house or his and we'd watch movies and cuddle and fall asleep together. That would be perfect. 46 - Describe your dream wedding.I don't think I'll ever be married. So I'm skipping this question. 47 - How many roses did you receive last Valentine’s?None. I've received no roses ever, any Valentine's day. 48 - Have you ever been kissed?Yes. 49 - How long is your longest relationship?6 months. 50 - Do you regret your past?Only all of it. 51 - Can you do something stupid for someone else?Um, yeah, I suppose? 52 - Have you ever cried over someone?Only every day of the fucking week. 53 - Do you have a grudge against anyone?Not really. I'm not a grudge holder. 54 - Are you a crybaby?Yes. 55 - Do people praise you for your looks?HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA no. 56 - Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t?HAHA yeah, buddy, I did. 57 - Have you ever done something bad but you don’t regret?Yeah. Just recently. 58 - Do you like getting hurt?I like hurting myself. 59 - Does anyone hate you?Probably. 60 - Did you slap anyone whose name starts with an “R”?No. 61 - What hair color do you prefer?On myself? Reddish brown. On boys? It doesn't really matter. More like...I mean, I like brown hair. Brown is normal. It isn't like I prefer one OVER another though. 62 - If you can change anything about yourself, what is it?Everything. 63 - Do you love someone as of the moment?I love people, but I don't LOVE someone. 64 - Have you ever thought of killing yourself?Only every single day of my life. 65 - Do you have issues with somebody in your school?Yeah. 66 - Can you live without internet?No. Well, probably, but I wouldn't enjoy it. 67 - What’s the song that remind you of your special someone?Fuck you. 68 - Are you good at holding back your tears?Yes. 69 - Are you a crybaby?You already asked me this, fucker. 70 - Have you ever experienced being hysterical?Yeah, I'm ALWAYS hysterical. 71 - Are you a KPOP fan?A what? 72 - Do you study hard?Usually. 73 - Have you ever sacrificed something important to you for someone you love?No, actually, I don't think so. Sleep, probably. 74 - Did you ever had a kiss under the moonlight?Not really, no. 75 - Have you ever ridden a boat?Yeah, a few times! 76 - Did you have an accident last year?No. 77 - What kind of person are you?I'm the kind of person who beats herself up for the smallest things, who desires to die on most occasions but cannot go through with it for fear of hurting others. I'm the kind of person who will go to the ends of the world for you, but you never reciprocate. The kind of person who will wake up at night with a stomachache and wrap blankets tighter around herself, pretending it's your arms. I'm the kind of person who will smile and laugh, even if your joke isn't funny, and I'm the kind of person who never stops being a friend to someone, ever. I'm the kind of person who will take someone back in a heartbeat, simply because my heart has a special place for each person I've ever met. I'm the kind of person who will sit up at night and drink a half gallon of iced tea and eat Ben and Jerry's because she's just so sad she doesn't know what to do with herself. I'm the kind of person who will never tell you the honest truth about how she's feeling, but will never lie to you either. I'm the kind of person I wish people liked...but I'm not. 78 - Have you ever thought of killing someone?Not seriously. Only myself. 79 - Have you ever been jealous?Yeah, welcome to my entire universe. 80 - How can you prove your love to someone?You can't. Love is something that must be continually proven with time. 81 - What are you thinking right now?I'm thinking that I should probably find a nice shirt to wear to the art museum tonight. 82 - Who is the 6th person in your contacts?A guy named Alex. 83 - Do you have any memories you want to erase?Nah. 84 - Have you been hurt so bad that you can’t find words to explain how you feel?Every single day of my life. 85 - Did you ever badmouth someone?Haha, yeah. I always do. 86 - Have you ever had an argument with someone?Welcome to my entire EXISTENCE. 87 - Do you have trust issues?HAHAHAHAHA YES 88 - Are you broken-hearted?Probably. 89 - Who’s the person who first comes to your mind when someone mentions “love”?There are a few people. It's different than "in love" love though. 90 - Do you think all the pain is worth it?No. 91 - Do you believe in the phrase “If it’s meant to be, it will be”?Yes. 92 - Who do you want to marry?No one. I fear I'll never be married. 93 - Do you believe in destiny?Not particularly. 94 - Have you ever thought “I already found my soulmate”?I've thought so, but it's impossible. 95 - How do you look right now?Shitty as fuck. 96 - Do you believe that first true love never dies?No. I don't believe that. 97 - Have you found your true love?I thought I have a few times. Not that I'm always falling in love, but I mean, there are certain things about people I just...fall in love with. Characteristics. If you put them all together, I'd have my dream mate. 98 - What should you be doing right now?Editing my topic proposal. XD 99 - Name one of your ex-boyfriends/ex-girlfriends.Michael. 100 - Did you ever feel like you’re not good enough?Only every single day of my stupid life.

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teabooksnerd replied to your post: i decided my valentine will be nutella bby youve...

Is it a bad idea to ask what happened to Chris? (it might be good to get it out)

I just told Brianna about this. I used to message him once every day, to tell him hi, I hope work is going well, and to talk to me or call me later. He always did, you know, when I was home. I left on a Saturday for college, and I sent him a text. No answer. Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, no answer. Wednesday, he answered me, but only twice. That was all I needed, you know? And then after that, I never got another answer from him. It's been ten days since I last texted him, and nothing from him has since come through. So I guess I may as well not even bother anymore. That's what happened to Chris. So I've turned to Nutella and we are bonding in my room right now.

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teabooksnerd answered your question: Should I change my URL?

can you tell us what they all mean?

Of course! h-alcyonic: halcyon is like, happy and carefree-ness, so to be halcyonic is to be calm, peaceful, and carefree. petrichor-ic: petrichor is one of my favorite things EVER. Petrichor is the way the Earth smells after it's rained. It's like, a noun, so the -ic just turns it into an adjective. "The Earth is petrichoric." lassit-ude: lassitude is just sadness, listlessness. I like this word, too. Weariness. icedtea-andcornflakes: hahaha, they're just two of my all-time favorite things ever. Plus, I like how it sounds. It's silly, but somehow a little bit refined and quality. cre-ationary: creationary is literally a word that means "being created or formed," and that's just how I feel I always am. Being created, or developed, or formed. I dunno. I like this one, too. (: