I have this irrational fear of driving. Like I have nightmares about it and I hate getting in cars because I'm scared something bad is going to happen or something. I actually had horrible nightmares about it when I was younger, dreams about driving on bridges and all of a sudden it turns into a very scary rollercoaster and I had to hold on for my life. That's how bad it was. Now I can't even start the car without thinking about it. Fuck rollercoaster














