3 wheelers
Finally I can put my problem with the girls into words! The problem is that whenever I hang with them I become third wheel. Its been that way since we’ve met and im just now able to express verbally. I actually wanted them to like me and thats what kept me around in the beginning, like I thought the world of them but they didnt really warmed up to me for ages( which is really understandable, they didnt really know me). The problem is that even now after years I feel like we arent really close at times and im just like wtf? I saw you cry but you cant talk to me now? Mannnn fuck outta here with that shit. Today at the baseball game I was between two private conversations and I was just dying!!! Like damn I could have came alone if I wanted to sit quietly and tbh if it isnt an even number of people I dont even wanna hang out anymore.
I hate having to tell why im upset more than anything though because then I get their pity and that is the last thing I want. So idk man Ill just rock with people who actually like me from now on I guess.