#reflections of today. If people only knew half of what we do to get her. My body aches beyond the muscle, but I love what I have become. Lost a few nails this week while training, nothing a quick trip to the nail salon can't fix, I'm in my zone now, save pretty for the stage. ....... The endless training, micro meals, counting every carb, weighing every meal, training on fumes, craving every restaurant you pass by, only to look in the mirror and not recognize the person before you down to the least bit of bodyfat, the commitment that goes beyond the GLORY, beyond a trophy for me. I was told my several people today that I look ready, not yet I always reply. I will be in 10 more days. Met a few young ladies today that recognized me from social media, that have followed my journey and have been inspired all these years, they are the reason I do "THIS". Then there's my mom who is proud but wants to feed me a good southern meal my final weeks of prep because I look fine as wine to her, reminding her of when she was in her prime but hungry and sick at the same time to her. But she smiles on with a mommy smirk. My daughters whom keep me busy with their athletics and every activity you could name, but through it all I do it for them. To leave them something of a legacy to be proud of even if it's 12 seconds on stage. Your dreams become your reality, and your reality becomes someone else's motivation. I DO THIS BECAUSE I HAVE TO, my life way planned way before I existed, I just had to figure out how to use my super powers for the good of mankind. Now to power up with Surge BCAA 😉😘 #TeamSurge follow @surgesupplements and apply code LALA at checkout.
