#tear inducing

[agrupnin-family-legacy]

[helloshedoesntevengohere-blog]

Ennio makes all study days better.

[yourheroisazero]

this commercial made me cry ok

[citgo]

is there anywhere you want to go

is there any place you'd rather be

you walk until your feet get sore

but i bet your walking back

i bet your walking back to me

[evergreensoul]

It's getting late and I'm thinking too much.

Preemptive loneliness. That's the best way I can think to describe it. 

Over the weekend I've performed in a series of choir concerts. I love them so much; I love singing, I love watching the music move people, but some of the best people/friends I've ever had the pleasure of knowing are either in it with me, or have become my friends because of choir. It has, without a doubt, been one of the most positive experiences I've ever had. Unfortunately/fortunately the vast majority of those people are a year older than I am, so I've been hearing "This is my last concert ever." all weekend and it's just now hitting me: most of my favorite people are going to be gone soon. I've finally surrounded myself with some of the best people I've ever known and soon they'll be gone. And I'm so happy for them all, because they're amazing and I can't wait to see where their lives go, but what am I going to do in the meantime? I'm just now realizing how much I've grown to depend on these people and the support they give me every day and I don't know how I'm going to manage without it. And I hate talking about it because it hurts to hear no matter who you are, but there's nothing I can do about it. I miss them all so much already. How can I think about the future when I can barely deal with the present? 

[thesameimaginaryplace]

I could listen to this one on repeat for days.