May 21, 2014
For the past ten days I've been constantly wondering if I'm not good enough for him (what the fuck, right) but I don't want to think myself silly now do I? He's lovely but he's so inconsistent it makes me idk feel inadequate I was always SO self assured and he's involuntarily fucking that up and it's exhausting. He isn't the kind to get kicks out of pulling this kind of shit on me or anyone really but I love and respect myself too much to deal with this crap I am so tired and I have more constructive things to do than mentally batter myself and I don't have time for such fuckery A DIVA IS A FEMALE VERSION OF A HUSTLER Also please excuse my utter lack of articulation see that is how much I care for this shit and I hate boys