I have always thought to myself,
If I take drugs, then they can fuck my body.
Then they could do with me what they want.
when the drugs stop working,
I realised that they were also fucking my soul
Somehow, every time I take the drugs,
everything is horrible and heavenly at the same time.
I feel better on drugs than usual.
It would be nice if the world wasn’t the way it is.
It would be nice if you could close your eyes and
wish for something very hard, and it comes true.
I feel better on drugs than usual.
when the drugs stop working,
I realised that they were also fucking my soul
There, where other people have the idea of love,
In me, there is a black hole. And this hole is getting fucked.
The drugs from above, the life from below.
It would be nice if the world wasn’t the way it is.
It would be nice if you could close your eyes and
wish for something very hard, and it comes true.
Crystals, sharp-edged crystals, press through my veins.
It feels like the drugs are cutting me up inside
They’ll shred me to pieces.
I have always thought to myself,
If I take drugs, then they can fuck my body.
Then they could do with me what they want.
when the drugs stop working,
I realise that they are also fucking my soul
This is a modified translation of the lyrics from the song Seelenficker by Klatschkind