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dirty-numb OMG you changed your name! I was confused for a sec.
Anyway as I'm on my mobile the app is a lil bitch and won't let me upload pics into a text post so you have to wait a few more days for the tattoo pics.
Aaaaand I'm currently watching TWD live! (That's one good thing about being ill in Vegas)
Anon doesn't understand that some people work in projects that require skill rather than polished outlook. I personally have worked with A LOT of professionals that look (much like myself) like they've dressed up in a dark closet. Who cares, the job gets done, the clients are happy and everyone goes home feeling good.
Hey, man. I get what they were trying to express, no matter how poorly it was put. Clean positive and neat looks and clothes matter everywhere, including film/tv crew jobs. I'm not that stupid, I turned up to all my interviews dressed properly with suits and make up and shit. And I turned up to all our media congresses and press conferences and street interviews and marketing gimmicks properly dressed. I know you gotta sell yourself in this industry and anywhere else. But I'm a fucking film technican. Not a film manager. I'm about practical work, getting shit done that high ups in suits are telling me. As soon as I've visually sold myself, they don't care about my looks any longer, they care about my work and what I deliver. There's no freaking need for me to be all perfect all the time. I only gotta be like that when it fucking matters. And during this shot, it did not.I run around in dark tv studios or weird filming locations where there's lots of dirt sometimes (depending on the genre, the last thing I worked on was a freaking horror/zombie/end of the world project with LOADS of dirt and blood for christ's sakes). Hell, they're always giving us ill-fitted black crew shirts because we need to look all low key and invisible because we're not the ones who matter, the show does. and when I'm not doing that I'm sitting in dark tiny rooms in front of computers for like 8-10hours a day. Who am I dressing up for there? The computer? The extras?
I think it sucks that mental illnesses are still viewed as "less" of an illness, I think mostly because they rarely are visible in a person and perhaps most importantly one cannot measure them in some solid way. I've fought (in vain) to get my mother-in-law to grasp the concept of my bipolar disorder. She insists "we all feel shitty at times and happy at times" and that I'm "overdramatic". I'm tired of trying to explain the difference between "shitty" and wanting to jump infront of a bus. Ugggh.
*headdesk* that is exactly what i mean! people don't seem to understand / can't understand / don't want to understand unless something happens. and the fact that you are here, telling everybody won't change the fact that something that cannot be seen on a damn x-ray scan might just never be a real sickness to some.
i hope the main people in your life DO understand, tho, and give you the support if needed
tehrika hat auf deinen Eintrag geantwortet:my bunny pity left these fields
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exactly
tehrika replied to your photo“Say hi to my newest baby! Please ignore the rest of ugly old me.”
THIS IS AWESOME! I LOVE IT! SORRY FOR THE CAPS, IT'S JUST THAT PRETTY! NO SERIOUSLY!
Thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaank you!!!!
tehrika replied to your post“So I it has been decided that I might be getting a new tattoo while in...”
Aww yiss. New tattoo! I'm betting you have some options tho. :D
tehrika I actually had a few options but now that I have to decide on something my mind is blank. This is a nightmare.
Happy legally-able-to-get-plastered day, honey! <3
Hehee, thank you! :D <3I’ve been drinking juice.. was it just juice, who knows :DDD
tehrika replied to your post“WHY ARE YOU SO CUTE?”
Together we can be The Cute & The Unicorn! The dynamic duo! We'll ride my KITT to the sunset, holding hands!
Damn it, where do I sign up for this?
