It is not guilt that pokes at her heart, nor is it anger. To be frank, Rhajat was never a girl who knew her emotions well. There was desperation, love, anger, and… other things. But this is not guilt. No, of course not. Though it can only be explained as such when she leaves a note on Mitama's desk; simple, blunt, and asking for the shrine maiden to come to her room after classes end. With Rhajat skipping class and attempting to stay out of anyone's sight in case they tried to pull her to class, it was unlikely that she'd find Mitama herself and take her here. Especially since her issue would cause stepping outside to probably kill her. Maybe. Most likely.
"Mitama," Rhajat speaks to her from the other side of the closed door. "OK, I want to apologize first. About cursing your friends… well, classmates. And Ophelia. It wasn't any of my business to poke at your personal life." A lie, since she'll never put away the tabs she has on her friends and their schedules, but she could let the half truth sit in the air for a bit. And thankfully although somewhat oddly, the heroine hadn't been upset when the curse was lifted. Hell, they even skipped up to Rhajat and asked if she could teach them the specifics of the hex!
"Ophelia's fine, of course. Returned to her… hopeless, old self again. I'm sure you've heard her yelling arise once again today."
She's getting off-topic. Rhajat clears her throat and turns the doorknob, but doesn't open the door. "I can't promise that it won't occur again, but I'll attempt… restraint. Some restraint, not all. Hehe~" Still off-topic. She huffs out a grumble. "OK.. I'll open the door but promise that you won't laugh. I'm still in a cursing attitude so I won't hesitate to throw a hex at you!" She can't think of a day where she would curse Mitama in a gamble to harm her. Or even to irritate her. And maybe this is why Rhajat opens the door.
"You're familiar with this… type of attire, more than I am." The dress that Rhajat wears is ( unusual, slightly off in her tastes ) a polished, solid black; with an open collar and thin sleeves. The slit in the dress is only noticeable when Rhajat shifts her weight. It was a dress she saw during her encounter with Velouria, although it wasn't the one she paid for that day.
"I need help and no I'm not begging you for assistance." After a pause, Rhajat gestures to her bed, where an assortment of jewelry lies, immediately sticking her thumb in her mouth afterward. "The merchant wouldn't stop… giving me items. And now I'm not sure what satisfies this dress and what repels it."
She only agreed to go to the ball because of Ophelia; because they said something about Corrin going there. Or maybe that was a lie. Well, Rhajat already bought an outfit and three people saw her in it, so disappointing her friends by not showing up was unfortunately out of the question. Thank the Gods that she cared for her friends!
Hearing form Rhajat in the form of a letter rather than from the woman herself inspired a fair bit of worry, even if that was not her dear friend's intent. Mitama had always imagined that, so long as her friend felt the desire, there was little in the world that might stand in her way. (Save for their fathers, but that was a mutual grievance she imagined they would face for years to come.)
Worry encompassed much of Mitama's day as she wondered what her friend might be waiting for her for. Surely it must be important if Rhajat felt the need to impress upon her in a note and await her arrival. Finding Rhajat and finding out what she needed was Mitama's first priority as soon as class released her from its clutches.
Much to her disappointment, it seemed that even Rhajat herself would strive to delay her.
Mitama frowned as she stood outside Rhajat's door and listened to the girl's winding and whirling train of thought. She let out a quiet sigh to herself and shook her head. She had been...not angry, not really but...worried? Frustrated? "I did not want you to find yourself in trouble for activities I knew were harmless but others might not. In all honesty, I do not care if you throw the occasional curse at someone deserving of it."
...Mostly. There were a small number of people Mitama really would rather Rhajat did not curse.
With that as the subject of conversation, Mitama is certain there is...some kind of scolding anticipated. That Rhajat is going to chew her out for being unsupportive, flay her within an inch of her life for telling Hayato, tear their friendship to shreds before her for daring to intervene with Rhajat's work. The longer the door stays closed, the more the uncomfortable sensations starts to wind and whirl inside of Mitama's stomach, growing stronger and stronger until the maiden thinks she might expel the feeling upon Rhajat's door.
A door that opens. Suddenly. And Mitama blinks in surprise as her friend is revealed. "Oh."
Black. She might have expected that. Mitama gives her friend a quick up and down. "Familiar or not, it suits you quite well. You look rather fetching in it." She tells her honestly. Were Mitama not coming down from the unease she had worked herself into, she might have included more compliments in that as well.
"A shame we do not have Forrest here to aid us." She muses as she enters the room. Her eyes scan the jewelry laid out. Mitama's eyes widen slightly. "The merchant simply gave you that much?" She asks, looking at her dear friend. "You should come out shopping with me more often."
There was so much. Mitama picked up necklace from which dangled a half moon charm, split in equal parts black and white. With a smile, she held it up to simulate Rhajat wearing it. "Our own tsukiyomi, perhaps?" She jokes with a slight smile. "You could make a show of trying on each accessory until we find the right one."