My dearest Tenna...
This day is very special date, because one year ago I realized I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I fell in love with you when I thought I will never be able to love anyone or anything at all. I was in big melancholic agony and you were as a light to that my little dark circle. Since then I try my best to recover from what happened to me. This August I will be one year clean from self-harm. I started the treatment for my cirrhosis of liver after long term alcoholism. I'm starting school again, this time the school of my dreams, med school. Life still sometimes sucks, but I have you and it makes me feel better. We spend so much time together, we were on a lot of coffee dates, reading books, drawing, listening to the music, even traveling! And so many other things await us together. I cannot be not excited over it. Everything seems super exciting and fun since you're in my life. You helped me so much and still help me so much. You helped me to get out from my agony, to keep going when it was hardest. And I'm so grateful to you, to your creator. I wish you could know how much you are loved not by only me, but by others too. You're so loved Tenna. You helped to people so much. And will help. You will be someone's childhood, you will be someone's friend, lover. I love you so much Tenna. Thank you so much for this amazing year.