#teraisweird

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"...except then Cameron’s face broke open into a toothy smile, and it was strange— Charlie could have sworn it was sunny outside just an hour ago, but now the air felt electric, like a thunderstorm."

fanart for @/rsbry-beret's fanfic, "he would be warm (below the storm)". if you cannot tell, i can't draw sharks👍 also, if charlie looks like he's triggered/mad that's on you /j

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this took me THREE WHOLE DAYS i am crying my pc is crying my partner witnessed me crying we are all crying also can u tell i bsed the lighting sob

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pov u killed ur (dead) boyfriend's dad lmao

GOD this doesn't look like todd but he's supposed to be older so. anywAYS this is supposed to be some sort of au thing set post canon (they're like 30 or smthn) aaannd i'll rant below the cut (it gets super dark super quick sorry)

okay i really just wanted some unhinged/borderline insane todd

now i believe that todd's one to move on and forgive and forget but like it takes a lot of time, but i really really wanted unhinged/chaotic todd so there's this. i made a small comic (that will probably never see the light of day again) last night where todd still sort of "sees" neil/neil's ghost and he like is living sort of normally except he still believes neil's alive lol

bUT he does get "better" (aka accepts that neil is fucking dead) and like "moves on" with charlie (chadd/chanderperry :thumbsup:) and charlie knows that todd is still pretty much in love w neil but he also loves charlie so that's great👍

anyways, one thing leads to another, todd sees neil's ghost again (and it taunts him this time) and he goes batshit crazy and drives to mr. perry's house and fucking kills him :))

just a small au thing ig ?? the rest of it is just spent with ALL of the dead poets trying to frame/get away w murder el oh el anyways some close ups (it's only two so)

also if it isn't obvious this was inspired by hayloft/hayloft ii by mother mother :)

AND AND AND that's neil's sweater goodbye

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I did something, but me being me forgot to add my watermark._.

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I did something._.

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