morally dubious
Been thinking about Terra having a weird curious gay crush on Axel, who is is confusing for morality reasons ethics reasons gender reasons sexuality reasons, everything Terra built his self image off of Axel throws out the window. He's also really really annoying, but looking at Axel has the sane affect on Terra as looking at a goth girl on her way to the club making out with her girlfriend on the train would have on a 12 year old catholic girl. (Axel is more open about what he's done wrong with Terra since he feels he understands and he knows it's obvious he looks kind of evil and that doesn't matter to him if he does what he thinks is right. He knows Terra is a bit squeamish about darkness though so he tries to avoid him at first I think, but I think the more Terra learns about Axel and how despite his lapses into darkness he always pushes forward and tries to be kind instead of giving in, and I think he'd really admire that. Especially Namine's story.... Axel never thought of himself as damaged goods because he made a mistake. He dusted himself off, found something new to push him forward, and kept trying to be good, the pure essence of what "may your heart be your guiding key" was meant to mean. I think Terra would find that very very meaningful)
