i keep seeing posts about re-sharing art because people miss it so here's me re-sharing fic for people who have missed it (or just to remind you that i wrote it and it exists eternally for your viewing pleasure) 😘🫴
bite the hand-verse (canon era)
bite the hand that feeds, lick the boot that kicks - 16K, explicit, fitzierconte, heavy d/s, subspace/subdrop, disordered eating, daddy/mommy kink
more than animal - ~6K, explicit, fitzierconte with focus on fitzconte, heavy d/s, subspace, puppy play.
searchlight soul - 32K, explicit, fitzconte friendship, nedconte and minor fitzier, character study, mental health recovery, disabled dundy, unhealthy relationship
god's lonely man - 40.6K, explicit, nedconte, character study, mental health issues (anxiety/depression), gay friend circle interpersonal drama, ned's giant family
(pinterest board, character appearance post)
Terror Whumpathon Bingo fills
what doesn't wash away - 2K, teen, canon era, nedconte, post-rescue au, suicidal thoughts, fill for failed attempt at intimacy & silent tears
werewolves of london - 10K, explicit, modern au, terrebus lieut polycule ft jopson, werewolf au, fill for covered in blood & violent fantasies
better off dead - 2K, mature, canon era, dundy genfic ft fairholme, mental instability, effects of lead poisoning and scurvy, decapitated head, fill for comfort object
read in these roses the sad story - ~8K, mature, canon era, unrequited fitzconte w minor joplittle, hanahaki disease, language of flowers, illness, fill for hanahaki disease
misc
the clumsy dance of love and power - 15K, explicit, joplittle, roleswap, light d/s, power imbalance
having means losing - ~2K, explicit, canon era, nedconte, deathfic
the shape that wears us - ~10K (incomplete atm, to be revamped), explicit, The Thing au, 80s au, body horror, survival horror
young girl-boy-girl fake french dundy playlist, featuring her hopeless crush on best friend jamie (and the tiniest bit of nedconte because it's me). songlist below the cut
si un jour - la femme
Maintenant je vis (now i live)
Je suis comme un garçon (i am like a boy)
Je porte un gros blouson- (i wear a big jacket-)
-De cuir, un ceinturon (leather, a belt)
Mais faut pas m'approcher (but don't come near me)
Quand je sors ma Harley (when I take out my Harley)
À celui qui m'approche (The one who comes to me)
Je lui fous une raclée (I give him a beating)
Mais moi, j'aimerais vraiment (but I would really like)
Pouvoir abandonner mon Moulinex (To leave behind my Moulinex)
Devenir unisexe (Become unisex)
ooh la la - goldfrapp
Calls up and round me
Teasing your poetry
Switch me on, turn me up
Oh child of Venus you're just
Made for love
You know I walk for days
I wanna waste some time
You wanna be so mean
You know I love to watch
I wanna love some more
I'll never be the same
A broken heel like a heart
I'll never walk again
c'est beau la bourgeoisie - discobitch
T'as passé ta vie à prendre ton temps (You spent your life taking your time)
Du fric en masse que tu caches dans tes gants (Lots of money that you hide in your gloves)
Craqué jusqu'aux dents, tu claques la caisse des parents (Cracked to the teeth, you slam the parents' fund)
Pour rentrer dans les soirées célib' d'moins 30 ans (To get into single parties under 30)
C'est pour la petite bourgeoisie qui boit du champagne (It's for the lower middle class who drink champagne)
C'est pour tous les quotas français que j'parle plus anglais (It's for all the French quotas that I speak more English)
I'm not crazy, I'm just fond of you
And all the piles of money that grow next to you
cuntissimo - marina
Ah, yeah, I'm sweet and I'm icy and strange
Indecisive, obsessive, I crave
A glass of ice-cold champagne
Smoke a Vogue out in the rain
Yeah, we go to Lake Como
And we take over a château
I've been living in a kaftan
Do people still say YOLO?
(Cuntissimo) Oh baby, it's a way of life
(Cuntissimo) Don't let nobody dull my shine
(Cu-cuntissimo) This ain't no Bonnie and Clyde
(Uh-huh, uh-huh) But you can be my Thelma on the side
They say that I should settle down
But I don't wanna
sur la planche - la femme
Sur la planche, sur la vague, (on the board, on the wave)
Je recherche des sensations (i'm looking for sensations)
Sur la plage, dans le sable (on the beach, in the sand)
Je recherche des sensations (I'm looking for sensations)
Sur la planche sur les rouleaux (On the board on the rolls)
Je recherche les sensations (I'm looking for sensations)
Sur le sable, sur la plage (On the sand, on the beach)
Je recherche des sensations (I'm looking for sensations)
rouge à lèvres - alastair lane, sarag degny
Alors j'ai pensé au charme de Baya (Then I thought of the Baya cham)
Une ruelle que notre amour n′a pas encore emprunté (A road our love hasn't wandered down)
Je crois qu′il n'est pas toujours utile de dire je t′aime (I think it isn't always necessary to say "I love you")
Tant que nous le faisons bien (As long as we live it)
Et je sais qu'on s′aime encore plus que ceux qui se le disent (And I know we love each other more than those who say the words)
Sans n'y comprendre rien (Without understanding them)
anti-superstar - haute & freddy
I can't be for everyone if I'm meant for you
I can be every color, in your favorite hue
Keep me under covers, keep me on the shelf
Oh, the grandeur, the fortune, the power who gives a damn
I'll be your anti-superstar
Your guilty pleasure in the back of the bar
Anti-superstar
My name can live and die inside of your heart
I'll be your anti-superstar
Your cold classic kiss in the dark
Anti-superstar
My name can live and die inside of your heart
dernier domicile connu - montmartre (instrumental)
roi - videoclub, adele castillon, mattyeux
Avec toi je suis roi (With you I'm King)
Toi je suis roi (I am King)
Toi je suis roi (I am King)
Toi je suis roi (I am King)
Aime-moi dans la neige, aime-moi sous le soleil (Love me in the snow, love me under the sun)
Aime-moi la peau beige dans les fleurs de vermeille (Love me--biege skin among the ruddy flowers)
J'suis un garçon de la nuit, moi je laisse tomber les filles (I'm a night boy, I let the girls down)
Je n'aime que tes bas résilles qui dans mes pensées grésillent (I only like your fishnet stockings which sizzle in my thoughts)
80s cocaine - future nobodies
Time after time, you′re up all night
Talking to the girl with the big brown eyes
Driving her around I feel paralyzed
Now you're caught in the middle
Now you′re caught in the middle
She said I don't do this often
It′s only on the weekend when I call him
And when I hear the telephone ring
I'm ready to dance again
Come back down from space
I know a place we can go
When you′re wide awake
Where the boys like boys
And the girls like girls
oui - galatee (couldn't find lyrics, going off vibes)
dancing on my own - robyn
I just wanna dance all night
And I'm all messed up, I'm so out of line, yeah
Stilettos and broken bottles
I'm spinning around in circles
And I'm in the corner, watching you kiss her, oh
And I'm right over here, why can't you see me? Oh
And I'm giving it my all
But I'm not the girl you're taking home, ooh
I keep dancing on my own
So far away but still so near
The lights come on, the music dies
But you don't see me standing here
I just came to say goodbye
Keep holding on
When my brain's ticking like a bomb
Guess the black thoughts
Have come again to get me
...
What looks so strong, so delicate
got the time - anthrax (ned)
Wake up, got another day to get through now
Got another man to see
Got to call him on the telephone
Got to find a piece of paper
Sit down, got another letter to write
Think I'll got to get the letter just right
There's a ringing on the telephone
Oh no, got to write a little later
No such day as tomorrow, only one two three go
Time - got the time tick-tick-tickin' in my head
Time - got the time tick-tick-tickin' in my head
Time - got the time tick-tick-tickin' in my head
Tickin' in my head, tickin' in my head, tickin' in my head
killing me softly with his song - next thingz (ned-> henry)
I heard he sang a good song, I heard he had a style
And so I came to see him, and listen for a while
And there he was, this young boy, stranger to my eyes
Strumming my pain with his fingers (one time, one time)
Singing my life with his words (two times, two times)
Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
attitude - the misfits (ned -> henry)
You got some fucking attitude
I can't believe what you say to me
You got some attitude
...
If you don't shut your mouth
You're gonna feel the floor
i wanna be your dog - the stooges (ned -> henry)
And now I'm ready to close my eyes
And now I'm ready to close my mind
And now I'm ready to feel your hand
And lose my heart on the burning sands
And now I wanna be your dog
ever fallen in love - the buzzcocks (ned)
You spurn my natural emotions
You make me feel like dirt and I'm hurt
And if I start a commotion
I run the risk of losing you and that's worse
Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love, in love with someone
Ever fallen in love, in love with someone
You shouldn't have fallen in love with
n.i.b. - black sabbath (henry -> ned)
Some people say my love cannot be true
Please believe me, my love, and I'll show you
I will give you those things you thought unreal
The sun, the moon, the stars, all bear my seal
Oh, yeah
Follow me now and you will not regret
Leaving the life you led before we met
You are the first to have this love of mine
Forever with me 'til the end of time
aneurysm - nirvana (ned < - > henry)
Come on over, and do the twist
Over-do it, and have a fit
Love you so much, it makes me sick
Come on over, and do the twist
Beat me outta me
Beat me outta me
Beat me outta me
Beat me outta me
a sad cartoon - loathe (henry -> ned)
In bloom, you sing
Such beautiful colours
What a shame
In this world
That beauty alerts the others
...
Stare into my eyes
I'll show you who I am inside
stranded - gojira (ned -> henry)
Don't lock the door on me
You'd kill me, face down, dead
Another part of you gone to waste
Please hear me out
You kill me, face down, dead
Another day in the dark
blurry - puddle of mudd (ned < - > henry)
Everyone is changing, there's no one left that's real
So make up your own ending and let me know just how you feel
'Cause I am lost without you, I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you, I stumble then I crawl
And you could be my someone, you could be my scene
You know that I will save you from all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing, I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us, but that's not very far
runaway - the misfits (ned)
As I walk along
I wonder what went wrong
With our love, a love that was so strong
And as I still walk on
I think of the things we've done
friday i'm in love - the cure
Dressed up to the eyes
It's a wonderful surprise
To see your shoes and your spirits rise
Throw out your frown
And just smile at the sound
Sleek as a shriek, spinning 'round and 'round
Always take a big bite
It's such a gorgeous sight
To see you eat in the middle of the night
You can never get enough
Enough of this stuff
It's Friday, I'm in love
underneath it all - no doubt
You know some real bad tricks
And you need some discipline
But lately you've been trying real hard
And giving me your best
And you give me the most gorgeous sleep
That I've ever had
And when it's really bad
I guess it's not that bad
tagging @lieutenantfest because it's edward related. fic won't be tagged since i didn't write it specifically for the fest
I'm so tired, sheep are counting me
No more struggle, no more energy
No more patient, you can write that down
It's all too crazy, I'm not sticking 'round
Not and Addict - K's Choice (henry)
The deeper the thoughts, there's no more pain
I'm in heaven, I'm a god
I'm everywhere, I feel so hot
[...}
It's over now, I'm cold, alone
I'm just a person on my own
Nothing means a thing to me
Joey - Concrete Blonde (jamie -> henry)
But if I seem to be confused
I didn't mean to be with you
And when you said I scared you, well, I guess you scared me too
But we got lucky once before
And I don't wanna close the door
And if you're somewhere out there passed out on the floor
Oh, Joey, I'm not angry anymore
Still Loving You - Scorpions (henry -> jamie)
Your pride has built a wall
So strong, that I can't get through
Is there really no chance
To start once again?
I'm loving you
Uninvited - Alanis Morisette (jamie -> henry)
Like anyone would be
I am flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you, you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
Who Was in My Bed Last Night - Butthole Surfers (henry)
All night long my body burned, my sheets were wet and cold
The lights were on, my eyes were gone
And any second, lose control
The pounding at my window is just the pounding in my head
I wonder who was in my room last night?
Who the hell was in my bed?
Fell on Black Days - Soundgarden (henry)
I'm a searchlight soul, they say, but I can't see it in the night
I'm only faking, when I get it right, when I get it right
'Cause I fell on black days
I fell on black days
How would I know that this could be my fate?
Creep - Stone Temple Pilots (henry)
I'm half the man I used to be
(This I feel as the dawn, it fades to gray)
Nothing Else Matters - Metallica (henry -> ned)
Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words, I don't just say
And nothing else matters
Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters
And I Love Her - Kurt Cobain (ned, playing for henry)
One Last Breath - Creed (henry -> ned, kinda for the meme ngl)
Sad eyes follow me
But I still believe there's something left for me
So please, come stay with me
'Cause I still believe there's something left for you and me
For you and me, for you and me
When Will I Be Loved - Linda Ronstadt (henry)
When I find a new man
That I want for mine
He always breaks my heart in two
It happens every time
Oh, I've been cheated
Been mistreated
When will I be loved?
Creep (Acoustic) - Radiohead (ned -> henry)
When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
[...]
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so very special
I wish I was special
Fall to Pieces - Velvet Revolver (henry -> ned, when he leaves)
I keep a journal of memories
I'm feelin' lonely, I can't breathe
Fall to pieces, I'm fallin'
Fell to pieces and I'm still fallin'
Every time, I'm fallin' down
All alone I fall to pieces
Patience - Chris Cornell (henry -> ned)
Shed a tear 'cause I'm missing you
I'm still alright to smile
Girl, I think about you every day now
Was a time when I wasn't sure
You set my mind at ease
There ain't no doubt you're in my heart now
Said, woman, take it slow, it will work itself out fine
All we need is just a little patience
Said, sugar, make it slow, we will come together fine
All we need is just a little patience
I'm Your Man - Leonard Cohen (ned -> henry)
If you want a lover
I'll do anything you ask me to
And if you want another kind of lover
I'll wear a mask for you
If you want a partner
Take my hand
Or if you want to strike me down in anger
Here I stand
I'm your man
Cool - Gwen Stefani (jamie -> henry, after it all)
It's hard to remember how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life
Passes things get more comfortable
Everything is going right
And after all the obstacles
It's good to see you now with someone else
And it's such a miracle that
You and me are still good friends
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool
She's Always a Woman to Me - Billy Joel (henry -> jamie, after it all)
And she'll promise you more than the Garden of Eden
Then she'll carelessly cut you
And laugh while you're bleedin'
But she'll bring out the best and the worst you can be
Blame it all on yourself
'Cause she's always a woman to me
