#testim0ny

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Now he who received seed among the thorns is he who hears the word, and the cares of this world and the deceitfulness of riches choke the word, and he becomes unfruitful. Matthew 13:22 NKJV In the parable of the sower, I am the seed that fell among the thorns. The thorns spring up and choke me until i soffocate. Many times, when my faith is being tested, my fears and overthinking cause me to act rationally instead of responding spiritually. Im not so much concerned about riches as i am about everything else: Love Family Friendship Fellowship Parenthood There are times when I put my own personal feelings before jesus. And for that reason i will not be fruitful. When the angels come to reap the harvest, I will be thrown in the barn with the other tares and set ablaze. And there will be wailing, weeping, and gnashing of teeth.

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I know that lucifer disobeyed. But where is the evidence that he hates mankind? He certainly despises God. But maybe he doesn’t hate mankind as much as mankind hates itself. I feel like most people dont need 2 be influenced 2 do some fuck shit. They do it all their own.

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U Got Served

If i cant serve u Then u wont serve me If i cant serve u Then i wont serve her If i dont serve others They should not serve me I just got served Whats it gon be...?

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Testim0ny - rehab note

I wanted to check myself into a rehabilitation center. I was feeling overwhelmed by my addiction, like I needded solitary confinement to detox. I just wanted a place to get my thoughts under control, my spirit refreshed, and a place that would restrain me from relapsing when withdrawal symptoms kicked in. So i got online and I found this one place that sounded good in the brochure. The 32 day program was rigorous, but way out of my price range; 70,000, I dont even make that in a year. This shocking discovery got me thinking, are all rehabilitaion programs this expensive? And if so why? We live in dark times. It would be nice if more affordable addiction treatment was available. I don't just mean drug and alcohol. I mean everything. Especially sex. A few years ago i would have laughed if someone told me they were addicted to sex. But this is no laughing matter. Sex addiction is too real. Just like those Truth commercial warn us about the harms of consuming cigarettes and tobacco. We need commercials, slogans, and armies speaking out against compulsive masturbation, promiscuity, safe sex practices, pornography, sadomasichism, and everything in between. Now is not the time to be embarrassed, nor is it the time pretend that these problems dont exist. We have been silent on this topic for too long and as a result people are suffering. Families break, marriages break, love (real love) has been forgotten and never known. Lets take our hearts and bodies back from these disgusting practices and consecrate them to recieve the full love and grace of God and each other.

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Rebuke : to criticize sharply Reprimand : to turn back or keep down Check

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Im doubting you right now. Well, Its not so much that im doubting you Its more so I doubt myself at times. I doubt that i can or will ever live up to your standard of perfection. People say, “Only God can judge me” But what they should say is “God will judge me.” It isi nevitable; In the end, everyone of us will be judged by the lives we lived. The thought of an all seeing, all knowing, all powerful father judging me is scary. It would be convenient if you didn’t exist. But if that were true I would have no reason to live. The past 2 years of my life wouldn’t have been possible without you. I’m not saying that they were perfect but I perservered because i believed in you. The though of you makes me try harder.

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Undated Testim0ny

Life is crazy. From the moment we come into the world we learn things. But this world is full of sin. It's difficult to see the good in the world and more importantly what God's will is for you, personally. What is God's (Jesus Christ Lord) will for me? But what does that mean specifically. Lately I been struggling to find out what God's purpose is for me specifically. However the truth of the matter is I may never know his exactly purpose for me. However it is not my place to know. If I enteralize his word and stay strong in my faith, I know that his spirit will lead me to my answers in this life and that next.

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a testimony of penitence

God I love you. You love me unconditionally. You know everything about me without me even having 2 tell u. So it’s time I stop lying 2 myself. I’m talking about my lust. My sex addiction. My porn addiction. True there is a part of me that wants to quit that stuff altogether for your sake and mines. In the future I want a woman of 2 share our love with. But there is another side of me - a side that enjoys sin. There are times when I should rest the burden of my temptations upon your yolk and allow you your bare it But instead I decide to participate in the pornography, in the masturbation, in the private room lap dances, in the massage parlor handjobs, in the backpage fornication. God, the honest truth is that I enjoy it all. This prayer. This confession. This testimony isn’t just to request deliverance but they also ask for the strength to choose the righteous path. Like my father before me bless me with your holy spirit and restore to me the joy of your salvation. Purge me with hyssop and shall be clean. Wash me and I shall be whiter than snow. Do not cast me away from your presence and never take your spirit away from me. I come to you a man in need of purpose and guidance. I welcome your wisdom because i know that all things come through you. with that I surrender my life to you. 

Amen