sometimes i remember I interact with social media, especially insta, really weirdly in comparison to my peers. Like they are probably. very weirded out by me.
Multiple story posts a day with text as like insights into my day bc I'm not active via text. And also some of those selfies are kinda sexy but like that's just me being confident idk what you want from me.
Constantly posting songs to my notes, which people have mistakingly assumed I was in some sort of song back and forth with someone else. Like I'm sorry love songs are bangers and yes I WAS interested in that person but I promise those two things are unrelated.
My reposts are rarely because I want other people to see it, but because I really like/relate to the thing
My participation with social media is all for me besides the desire to have people be aware of my life and existence. I've faded into the background of so many people's lives because I lived mine so quietly. And that fucking sucked. Life was a thing that was happening all around me, and I could never touch it. And yeah I'm still kind of alone and that sucks, but god damn if life isn't more interesting when you start giving a shit. It'd be lovely to involve more friends in my day to day life, but at the end of the day, this is for me