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Discord text thread featuring: Aaron & @quentindelancret
When: January 22nd, early morning into early evening
Mentions: @romanbeckett @davieslandon
Description: Aaron and Quentin fight about Quentin’s drug addiction
Trigger Warnings: addiction mentions, arguing
Quentin.
you okay baby?
I haven’t heard from you and I just wanted to check in. I love you
Aaron.
I love you too and miss you
Des has just been cranky all night.
Quentin.
oh man, I’m sorry baby. Is there anything I can do to help? I know it’s late but I can bring breakfast in the morning or anything you need
Aaron.
I think she's sick
i have to play the morning by ear. Depends on how she wakes up
Quentin.
okay baby. I hope she’s not sick though. Just let me know and I’ll help out any way that I can
Aaron.
thank you baby. I miss you
Quentin.
I miss you toooo
Aaron.
miss you more
Quentin.
Impossible. I’ve been thinking about you all day. I miss your scent
Aaron.
you have my hoodies. put one on babe
are you at home?
Quentin.
I already did
I am home. I’m supposed to go snuggle Romie but Delilah brought over drugs and now I’m too hyper for life lol
Aaron.
oooo yeah i was gonna ask you to go check on him...but it's okay
Quentin.
I will. I’m just trying to chill out for a minute. He’s gonna leave a key for me
Aaron.
I mean if you’re high...maybe just stay home
Quentin.
uhmm okay
Aaron.
i just dont want you leaving the house so late
Quentin.
I know
I’m sorry
Aaron.
i just....if you knew you were going to go over to his place to take care of him...why would you get high
Quentin.
I didn’t know exactly. He said he was gonna sleep but then he couldn’t, and Delilah was upset and I told her she could come over and talk. Then she had coke and I just... I’m sorry
please don’t be mad at me
Aaron.
im not mad im just
idk
feel some type of way about it
Quentin.
about the coke?
Aaron.
not necessarily. the fact that our partner is sick....you knew i had des tonight so couldn't go over there...i guess i just figured you'd be a little more responsible
it's okay...i dont want you to be worrying about these things anyway
ill take care of both of you.
Quentin.
I can be responsible Aaron. I thought he was gonna sleep. I’m still gonna go over there and take care of him. You both come before anything else for me and I’m sorry I misstepped. But I’m not gonna just leave him hanging.
Aaron.
even if he fell asleep and woke up and needed something...seriously though. i want you to have fun and live your life, im sorry i brought it up
Quentin.
Aaron.. stop it. What is going on with you? I’m fine. I can go over there right now. But you seem... on edge. Are you okay?
I wanna have fun and live my life with you and Roman. I fucked up okay? But I feel like there is something else nothing you
Aaron.
i fought with Landon the other day
Des might be sick
work sucked today and im stressed about Ro
im sorry
Quentin.
baby, I’m sorry. I know the whole Landon situation sucks. I wish I could fix it for you. I know I made things shittier before but I don’t wanna do that. I wanna be here for you. I can come see you after I check on Roman? Help you with Des and give you a massage. I’m worried about you
I’m coming. I won’t take no for an answer. I’m gonna give you a massage and get you in bed. Then I’ll go see Romie. I wanna be there for you both
Aaron.
Quentin, I love you. and thank you....I don't know how to tell you this but...I don't want you around Des if you've been using tonight.
Quentin.
Aaron.
Fine, I’m not gonna argue with you. See you tomorrow then?
Aaron.
yeah
Quentin.
okay
I’m sorry
Aaron.
im not mad
Quentin.
It’s okay. I understand.
I love you
Aaron.
dont be upset
Quentin.
of course I’m upset. I want to be there for you and I can’t
Aaron.
im okay, Q.
Quentin.
that’s not the point
I’m sorry I fucked up. I know you don’t want an addict around Des and that’s my fault
Aaron.
you're sick, i can help you
Quentin.
I’m sick?
Aaron.
addiction...its a diseae
disease
Quentin.
wow, Aaron.
yeah, I don’t wanna talk about this right now
Aaron.
you...brought it up...
Quentin.
yeah, I know. I guess I just didn’t really think you would agree with me
Aaron.
that i dont want someone on drugs around Des? Quentin...
you are making this into something it isnt
Quentin.
no, that you think I’m sick and need help.
I understand you not wanting me around Des. But it’s not like I’d ever hurt her
Aaron.
i know you would never and I'd never keep her from you
just sober up...and we'll talk in the morning i guess
Quentin.
I don’t even know what to say
I’m just sorry I’ve been such a burden.
yeah, we will talk tomorrow
Aaron.
back up
you're not a burden
Quentin, stop making things up in your head
Quentin.
I feel like I have been.
I don’t wanna add any more stress for you
Aaron.
Quentin, listen to me.
i cannot live without you.
Okay?
Quentin.
okay.
I’m just sorry
Aaron.
dont be. im sorry i was harsh
Quentin.
it’s fine.
I love you
Aaron.
i love you too. bring me breakfast in the morning??
Quentin.
of course. Let me know if you need any cough medicine or anything when Des gets up
Aaron.
thank you, my love
goodnight
Quentin.
anytime. Goodnight baby
early evening...
Quentin.
I’m sorry about last night
I’m trying to do better
Aaron.
it was my fault. Don’t worry about it
Quentin.
it wasn’t your fault. You told me how it is and I’ll fix it
Aaron.
okay
Quentin.
good talk
Aaron.
well do you wanna keep talking about it
Quentin.
Nope, I really don’t.
Aaron.
I don’t know what else to say because I don’t either
Quentin.
I’ll just leave you alone
Aaron.
or like we could talk about literally anything else
I missed you today, okay?
Quentin.
yeah, I missed you too
Aaron.
like a lot
I pulled Des from school and had a day with her
it was nice
Quentin.
that sounds fun
Aaron.
it was
Quentin.
I’ll let you get back to it then
Aaron.
oh okay
I love you
Quentin.
you too
Aaron.
Quentin
I’m sorry okay?
Quentin.
it’s fine. I’m really just moody today.
I’m trying to stay away from the happy pills ya know?
Aaron.
I don’t want you to do something that you’re not ready for. If you aren’t ready to stay off of them, then it’s okay
Quentin.
the thing is Aaron, I’m never gonna be ready. I take molly literally every day. Most times people can’t even tell it’s that bad. But I know it bothers you and Roman and I’m done
Aaron.
that’s brave
and makes me happy. That’s one of the reasons i know you love me
Quentin.
of course I love you
Aaron.
I know
Quentin.
I’m just so sick of disappointing you
Aaron.
I’m not going anywhere okay?
Quentin.
yeah
Aaron.
I’m serious
Quentin.
okay
Aaron.
are you mad at me
Quentin.
no I’m not mad. I just don’t feel like we’re as close as we used to be
Aaron.
because of an argument?
Quentin.
No not because of an argument Aaron
because you just seem distant all the time
Aaron.
I...
im sorry. It’s not on purpose
Quentin.
it’s fine
Aaron.
how can I be better
Quentin.
I’m just gonna take a few days to myself
Aaron.
oh okay
Quentin.
I don’t want to make anything worse by staying here
I get so all over the place with my emotions and without drugs I’m scared of what I might say or do
Aaron.
maybe tell your doctor? For medicine?
Quentin.
I don’t have a doctor
and I don’t want one honestly
they just make me relive shit I don’t want to and that isn’t gonna help anything
Aaron.
I can get you into a primary care doctor with no issue
not a therapist. Just a regular doctor
Quentin. What have I done wrong? It’s obviously something
Quentin.
you didn’t do anything. It’s just me.
Aaron.
tell me how I can help
Quentin.
my expectations and my delusions of how I thought things would be. It’s fine, I’ll handle it, I’ll make it better
Aaron.
how did you think things would be?
Quentin.
different
Aaron.
well what can we do better baby
I will do anything for you
Quentin.
it’s not you. I’m pretty sure it’s all me
ya know.. how I get in my head and shit
Aaron.
what can I do for you when you get in your head
to help
Quentin.
I don’t know. You can’t fix me. It doesn’t work like that
I’m just, I’m tired.
Aaron.
well now I’m scared
Quentin.
of what?
don’t be scared Aaron. I love you. I just, I can’t see you right now. But soon.. okay?
two days. That’s it.
Aaron.
where are you going
why can’t you see me
Quentin.
I’m just gonna go see my brother I think. Maybe fix things with him.
I can’t see you because I know if I do I’ll change my mind about taking some time away
but it’s okay, I wanna see you. Come see me
Aaron.
alright I’m coming
Quentin.
good. I love you
Aaron.
I love you so fucking much
Quentin.
the feeling is very mutual baby
I promise it’s gonna be okay. Alright? I just need to get my head right
Aaron.
okay
Quentin.
and it’s not your fault.
Aaron.
Idk
Quentin.
its me, I swear it’s me. That sounds cliche but it really is. I’m gonna fix it
I mean, honestly. All I can think about right now is how I wanna jump on you when I see you and never let go. But I need to stop being so closed off. I know that just makes you closed off and then I blame you. But it’s not you. You just .. you have this effect on me that really scares the shit out of me
Aaron.
is that effect a bad thing?
Quentin.
uhmmm
I don’t know. Is it?
Aaron.
I don’t know. Is it a good scare or bad scare
Quentin.
both
Aaron.
how do I scare you?
Quentin.
It’s like... you’re so out of my league and I don’t wanna do or say anything to make you leave. I’m like, I’m a lot, and I know I can be. It just scares me that makes I’m too much sometimes
Aaron.
I am not out of your league.
you are 1 of 2 of the hottest men in Kingsboro and I have both of them lol
Quentin.
you are totally out of my league. You’re like, God, I can’t even put you into words. Then there’s me. Partying, acting crazy, doing stupid shit. Idk. It’s like I’m an embarrassment next to you. But I mean, if I’m that hot I must not be so bad lol
you’re also like.. so hot! I can’t breathe lol















