#text. jaic

[caradevilqueen-x]

text || boomchantress

Jai: You won’t.

Jai: You’re making this way too easy. It’s pretty hot actually.

Cara: You're a twat.

Cara: Go shag your grill buddy out on whatever surface you may like. I'll talk to you tomorrow.

[caradevilqueen-x]

text || boomchantress

Jai: Told you. Same thing.

Jai: I like to ask her where her shorts went and to put them back on. Those shorts man.

Cara: And I really want an orgasm.

Cara: Eh, I used to walk down runways in underwear, people've seen me in that before, but Margot in fishnets and those shorts fucked me up. And yes, Joel looking all smooth and Flag-ish was dreamy. You looked like a drunken mess, aka, you are still in character.

[caradevilqueen-x]

text || boomchantress || 10/25/16

Cara: Hey mate! Why have you left me all alone, screw you, come back come back wherever you are!

Jai: Hey you. Sorry about that. I've just been drinking a lot and hiding out, other than the awards last week. I'm in LA, where are you?

Cara: Yeah, I've been talking to Sophia, but yeah, not about her, I need moral help right now mate.

Cara: Asking for a friend. But when did you realize you were in love?

Jai: Yeah, I'd rather not talk about that anyways. Moral help and you're coming to me? That's terrifying.

Jai: Well, it wasn't really a specific moment. It was more like I realized that being away from her was the shittiest thing I've ever felt, and that I genuinely didn't want to fuck anyone else. Not even as a threesome. That all I wanted to do was see her smile at me 24/7.

Jai: Is this friend in love?

Cara: Yeah, coming to you for moral high ground is the weirdest thing I've done in a long time, but I feel like you'd be the one who understands it best.

Cara: Did you just want to be with them all the time, and when you felt sad and she was around it felt better and he makes you smile and he's always there constantly worrying about what you need and showering you with silly gifts you know you don't need but he still makes them and they just make you even happier.

Cara: Fuck, I think this friend is in love and she doesn't know what to do with herself.

Jai: I do understand it, because we're the same person. We've said it a thousand times, and it still rings true. But yeah, I felt all of those things when I was falling in love with her. It's almost like you've found this piece that you didn't even realize you were missing, right?

Jai: Well, don't break up with him and say 'you just weren't as ready as you thought' just because you're freaked the fuck out.

Cara: It's the best. Please don't disappear ever again. I worried. And your mum worried too.

Cara: I don't know, it's weird. It's just like I see him and I talk to him and I talk about him and I feel this overwhelming need to smile and-

Cara: I'm in love. Fucking hell.

Jai: I can't make any promises. I fucked up, and now I don't know what the fuck to do with my life. But I'll not to disappear for so long.

Jai: You're definitely in love, never thought I'd see the damn day. You were even more against monogamy than I was. I'm happy for you though, you deserve it. I still haven't met this guy though, and I need to give my approval.

Cara: Just let me know if you're gonna disappear, mate, give me a heads up. Won't bother you, won't piss you off, just let me know.

Cara: I am and it's starting to really get to my head. I never thought I'd be okay with relationships until Madden showed up and showed me that I could have the same amount of fun while coming back home and slipping into bed with just him instead of a bunch of strangers or you.

Cara: I'm terrified.

Cara: What if I mess this up and hurt him even more than I could've before.

Cara: You're gonna love the lad, he's brilliant.

Jai: I'll try. It wasn't really expected last time. Or planned. I just got a text from her and flipped the fuck out. Then I regretted it, but the damage was done so I've spent a lot of time with tequila.

Jai: You want to know what the easiest way is to not fuck it up? Ignore your instincts. My first instinct was to run, and I did. But if you ignore that, and just let your feelings win out over the fear, you'll be golden. And besides, if he's as good a guy as you say, he'll see right through your attempts at fucking it up and not let you go anywhere.

Jai: Just think 'What would Jai do?" and do the opposite.

Cara: Yeah I get it but just sent me loads of beer emojis and I'll understand. I'm me, I always understand.

Cara: I can't stop the feeling that I'm gonna hurt him and if I ever do that I don't know what I'm gonna do. Seriously.

Cara: I've never been in love, I don't know what to do with that, what to say how to say it.

Jai: That I can do. Or at least try. I won't go longer than a day or two without touching in from here on out.

Jai: Maybe that's not supposed to go away? I don't really know. I never got to that point. Maybe it doesn't go away, and you just eventually get used to it and end up making all the choices to not hurt him without even thinking twice about it. I don't fucking know. It's been years since the last time I was in a relationship before now, and even then, I don't think I felt the way I did about her that I do with Soph. Last person was Gemma, and that was forever ago.

Jai: I'm gonna be shit with advice on this, but I can talk you through it as it happens. Tell you to do everything that I wish I had done?

Cara: Keep me posted on that.

Cara: I don't want to hurt him, I can't hurt him. I feel like it may be too soon, like my head may be rushing into things, but I've also never felt this way before since Eddie, and I even think I care more about Richard than I cared about Eddie.

Cara: What happens? Falling for the bloke? Because I'm there right now. He got me a dress from the Game of Thrones costume department and calls me his Queen in the North. I'm gone.

Jai: It might be too soon, who knows. I'm not sure how he's feeling to know that for sure. Do like Soph and I did. Say how you're feeling without saying the words. That way he knows what page you're on, or getting to, but showing that you want to take your time on saying it so it's not rushed into.

Jai: I don't think you're gonna hurt him, you talking like this shows that. I think you're going to be just fine, and happy.

Cara: I hate feelings. I wanna eat them and push them down with tequila.

Cara: I was just about to text him saying "that's why I love you" and it felt odd but it felt right and I didn't

Jai: It's worth it though. Trust me. Pushing them down afterwards sucks ass.

Jai: Don't rush into saying it, wait until you know you're ready.

Cara: I won't.

Cara: Fuck, who'd imagine I'd fall in lov

Jai: Not me. But you're pretty damn great, so he'd be an idiot not to love you back.

Cara: I'll let you know if he does, when I balls up to say it

Jai: If he doesn't, I'll punch him.

Cara: And you punch hard, so he better xD

Cara: I miss you, JaiJai

Jai: Exactly! So threaten him with that, and you'll be golden.

Jai: I miss you too, Wifey. Hopefully I can see you soon.

Cara: I'm going back to London on Thursday or Friday, dunno if with Madden or by myself.

Jai: Yeah? Maybe I'll fly out, not sure just yet. That would require me to lay off the tequila enough to get there.

Cara: You get to see not only one but two incredibly cute babies...

Jai: Tempting me with kids? Unfair.

Cara: Ah but it's working.

Jai: Fine, it is. I'll be there. Can we get drunk?

Jai: You know, when the kids aren't around.

Cara: Yes of course we can.

Jai: And this is why you're my actual favorite person.

Jai: I miss sex.

Cara: I can't help you on that department right now, mate. But Margot. Margot's not only single but super sex deprived

@jaiboomerang

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[text] I think I've had more tequila than ever before today. Thank god for the text to talk feature, or else I wouldn't be able to type this. I can't really see the screen. [text] Being sad fucking sucks. I hate it. This is why I don't do relationships. I fucking hate feeling like this. [text] I should fight for her, right? Like. Not let her do this whole break thing. Just show up and romance the fuck out of her, and show her that she's the only one I want to be with, right?

[text] WEEELLPPP are you still in New York? I know it still feeds the tabloids crap, but go back to my place to sleep, Jai, don’t just crash in the middle of the street, please.

[text] Yeah, being sad fucking sucks, mate. Relationships suck, feelings should be killed off like everyone on Thrones. But you like Sophia. You really fucking like her, and you’re proving you do because if you didn’t, you’d just tell her to fuck off when she brought all this fucking shit. 

[text] So yes, fight. Maybe not now because it wouldn’t be the wisest thing to just roam around when you’re this drunk, babe, but yes fight for her. Send her flowers and chocolates and clothes and whatever else you want, show her that you still like her and want her around and I’m sure she wants you around because she told me to keep an eye on you, and if she didn’t give a flying fuck, she wouldn’t have. 

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[text] I'm just gonna drink.

[text] You do that, handsome. 

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[text] Sounds fun, have a good time. [text] Like I told Margot, you can if you want to, but you don't have to.

[text] I’m gonna stay here for a week and then I’ll be where you are, love. Is there anything I can do, brother?

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[text] Where are you going, anyways? [text] It doesn't feel fine.

[text] Belfast, Norther Ireland, Game of Thrones set.

[text] Well, not now. Do you want me to text Sophia? 

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[text] I don't know either. [text] I think Margot and I are going to go get drunk and watch football.

[text] Aww that’s brilliant, I wish I could be there with you two. It’s gonna be fine, Jai.