hiii I was lowkey going back to reread some of ur smaus and saw u were active. I love ur storytelling style sm lmao I keep reread locked out of heaven even tho it would prob never be finished. Ur the first person I followed when I made my tumblr like 4-5 years ago 🙌 I’m glad to see ur doing well and I’ll def check out ur recs 👀
ON GOD LOCKED OUT OF HEAVEN MENTION IN MY 2024???? MORE LIKELY THAN U THINK LMAO
anyways hi hello hey thanks for stopping by! yes ur right that smau is likely never getting finished HEJAJDWJ im barely hanging on as it is and writing a story i started when i was like… 19… is not on my ttd unfortunately… im glad u enjoyed it enough to care about it even if its been years since ive updated 🥲 i am truly sorry for abandoning it but it do be like that sometimes
i hope ur doing well too!! im on here like once or twice a month lol mostly to scroll thru shitposts that have that tumblr-esque stench that i know and love… im always here to just talk if anyone wants to just yell into the void (ie my blog) lol and if ANYONE WANNA REC SOME FICS… I AM HERE TO LISTEN 🦭
ive been following & have had notifs on for years. i actually dont even pay attention to kpop anymore AIDBBFHFDISO but ive always wanted to know sooo badly: how does LOOH end?
I know it's on indefinite hiatus but it doesn't seem like itll ever be completed, and the curiosity has always killed me 😭
"it doesn't seem like itll ever be completed" PLEASEEEEE i screamed but yeah youre 100% right LOL
its kinda hard to say how looh was supposed to end because i kinda write smaus on the go without indepth storylines lol (i.e. basically i bullshit on the go and fake it til i make it)
fair warning also that ive forgotten almost all of looh by this point... i used to have a notebook with my ideas for the smau but i lost it during my last move so this is what i can remember. apologies if there are inconsistencies but i genuinely dont remember LMAOOO its been (8)4 years...
i can give you an idea of how i was thinking of ending looh... under the cut for the sake of people who dont give af lol
i do know for a fact that i planned jimin and y/n to be endgame. it was going to be a long process of "will they or wont they" because of jimins underlying insecurities and y/n's inability to introspect would always be a hindrance in their relationship
i know i framed y/n as like a "really good person" but she really isnt perfect. i was gonna lay more groundwork to "expose" her for some of the fucked up shit she did in the past (i forgor 💀) and i was planning on exploring her internalized "holier than thou" complex
that was gonna be the second main conflict after the whole jimin vs tae conflict... kinda like a season 2 lol
BUT BACK TO SEASON 1... tae vs jimin lol so yeah tae releases that slander video on jimin and he runs away... y/n is supposed to have a big altercation with jin and make him release a statement proving jimin's innocence... jin ofc says no and y/n + jimin (+kook on the side) have to figure out a way to improve jimin's public image
my initial idea was that he tries to pivot towards becoming a professional dancer and joining hoseok's crew... i was planning on introducing a new character (likely seungkwan haha gotta keep with the seventeen member cameos) who was gonna be like a PR manager... they'd make a youtube channel and post content about their dancers. not just their dances, but interviews, challenges, etc. just to "prove" jimin is the good guy or something.
on the side, the seungcheol/jeonghan/yoongi drama... yeah seungcheol gets dumped by y/n like an additional two times LOL and for funsies, jeonghan confesses his feelings for seungcheol to y/n (shocker) and its all very messy mwahahah (yeah they both end up sad in the end my bad). as for yoongi... OH BOY
so yeah he got rejected by y/n which RUINS his ego and he doesnt give up for a while. then he starts crushing on seungcheol (who previously had a crush on him lol) and it gets very messy but overall he gets called out on his power tripping ways and ends up alone at the end teehee (he was gonna get an epilogue scene where he goes to the club all drunk and shit and a younger guy hits on him but calls him "sir" after seeing his face properly lol)
as for jin/hoseok/namjoon... uhhh yeah 2seok dont end up strictly together... theyre both chaebols with fucked up senses of humor (they both enjoy playing with people like chess pieces) and jin gets super pissed when he finds out hoseok has been playing with HIM on the side. they have a heated argument that causes the collapse of bang ent (hoseok has more money/influence than him and essentially grabs the company off jin's hands) and BOOM friends to lovers to enemies to ???
oh and namjoon is there. uhhhh yeah he becomes jin's little puppet for a while. essentially namjoon spies on y/n for jin and breaks her trust. this further strains kook's mental state because he feels super guilty about everything. i was planning on kook being pro-joon and breaking y/n's heart, but i wasnt sure. it all depends on how i was feeling tbh LMAOOO sometimes i like making jungkook cry (all the time)
as for tae... yeah he wins LOL he's essentially the main antagonist (its not jin... surprise) but he actually succeeds in becoming a very popular pornstar. even when hoseok grabs the company, he keeps tae on their roster and tae becomes very rich. he continues trying to slander jimin but he eventually stops when hoseok forces him to stop (out of guilt? bribery? revenge? who knows lol)
umm back to jimin and y/n... yeah they get together blah blah y/n confesses first, jimin gets hurt a lot, y/n is bad at relationships (shes got bad interpersonal skills), they have a large argument where y/n accidentally dehumanizes jimin (ouch)... so many things. all that matters is that they do end up together... maybe not so happily, but they'll get there. i think.
SO YEAH THAT WAS SO MESSY idk how coherent this was... again like i said, i kinda write smaus on the go so a lot of these things arent necessarily canon. i only consider things canon when stuff gets posted, but again like u said thats probs never happening LOL but in the meantime, if u have more questions about any of the points listed above, lemme know!! i'll try my best to explain further (sobs i am so rusty at writing u dont even know) anyway blessings be upon ye!!
i dont really pay attention to bts & other groups anymore, but i still have your tumblr notifs on.
just wanted to say LOOH will always be one of my faves, and I hope you've been well over the years.
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holy shit looh… i havent heard that name in years…
thank you for keeping up with my blog even if you arent into kpop anymore!! tbh i’m not really online as often as i once was, but it’s nice to come back once in a while and say hello to the remnants of my followers LMAOOO
trying to revive my love for writing is hard, but i wanna try again 🤕 i miss the interaction and fun i had,,, but anyway i hope youre doing well anon!! sorry again about leaving looh without completing it (and i think i need to officially say that its never coming back… i feel terrible fjwkdjwkdk but it is how it is rip) anyway love u 💖
Pls I just sat here and read all 49 parts of locked out of heaven 😭😭 can I like pay you or smthn to take it off hiatus I JUST LOVE IT SO MUCH 🥲
it’s funny that whenever i start a new smau, people inevitably start reading my older stories and when they finally get to locked out of heaven and find out i left the series on a cliffhanger, it is always the funniest thing seeing their reblogs or replies HDKWJDJWJ anyway this is just my way of saying i’m sorry i left that series to rot but it just be like that sometimes 😔✌️
dude i started to read looh with the intention that it could be a light fun thing i can do while waiting for the emotional rollercoaster that is lib and OH BOY did i get bodyslammed by the #drama in the later updates. idk if you've answered this but do you have plans to continue it this year? it says in your wips that its in planning so i just wanted to see if imma get some resolutions soon or if im just gonna have to sit here and wait it out love your work btw💕💕
A LIGHT FUN THING HAHAHAHAHHA THATS GOT TO BE THE BEST JOKE IVE HEARD TODAY LOL but ngl it did seem like a fun little jaunt at the beginning didnt it? such is the way most of my aus are,,, LOL love me some crackbait 🤪
and as for updates,, i have no idea?? i feel like i keep saying im gonna continue it #soon but then everytime i sit down to actually write, the urge sorta?? flies away?? lol which is why i dont wanna make promises anymore bc i dont wanna get peoples hopes up but when i do, i’ll definitely post beforehand with an update schedule or whatever!!
i honestly have the entire thing ready to go and planned out, i just gotta get my butt into gear,, who knows? maybe updates are closer than you’d think
ok first can i just say how much i love your writings!! the way you blend deep poetic prose with pure wtf crack is just *chef's kiss* anywaysss i just finished LOOH and i am BUZZING. i am so excited to find out what happens next but i understand that its on hiatus and that you're still planning. so i was just wondering if you have plans to update it in the near future?? or is it more a distant future?? ps. sorry if you already answered this! im just an invested ho and I MUST GET ANSWERS
HASJDHASJDH thank you for enjoying looh so much ;-; like ive said previously, i have no idea when i’ll be updating looh,,, i always say im gonna update it [insert time frame here] so to prevent people from getting their hopes up, im just gonna keep my mouth shut for now until i actually plan on posting 😔 sorry about that!!
its just kinda dumbfounding how people are still interested in knowing what happens in looh even though the last time i updated was in 2018 (some of yall probs didnt even stan bts back then HAHAH) so rest assured im not leaving you guys hanging forever,,, i want to see that au to completion as much as everyone so!! stay tuned i guess!!
im currently reading locked out of heaven and im on part 33 and EVERYONE IS ACTING SO SUS I DONT TRUST ANYONE AT THIS POINT THIS IS MADNESS LUV XX
oh damn... what are the odds of someone reading looh... does anyone remember my chaotic evil babies? i sure do and i hope you enjoy the Suspense and Tension :D
hey also wouldn’t it be funny if i suddenly started updating locked out of heaven like,,, some time in may? what a coinkydink that i have my planning notebook open right now,,,
