Truly wish you would’ve proved me wrong.. If you felt it’s meant to be you’d show me.. I self sabotaged Ik. I didn’t feel you’d accept the part of me you cried about changing because you wanted me to leave those I’ve known for years all for you. I know you wanted me all to yourself, and I was glad! But you came after I lost the person who cared and loved me the most in this world and I felt I wanted to love those in my life who care and support me because I didn’t get to see my hero get a happy ending..
I hurt you pushing you away, you hurt me when you stop caring. Now I’m here wishing you just proved me wrong. Here thinking of if I should’ve let go of all my friends and live a normal life for you..
regardless im grateful you came into my life when I didn’t feel I’d ever be the same again. For helping me smile with the thoughts that haunted me. And I hope to have made you feel the same.. all in all, Thank you. I hope you’re ok. Until next time my Sweet Caramel. ~ beautiful trauma bond.
