Me and Blu Sniper memory dump!
Blu sniper and I were shooting at eachother from different perches. I was in an old dusty building and it was so god damn hot. I was so sweaty and extremely overstimulated which made me a lot more uncomfortable. It was so frustrating trying to shoot him over and over and missing. He landed a really good shot that was so close to my head that it split the entire side of my ear open. It made me sit down and fall back with my gun and was so upset and frustrated that I just started crying.
Another time, Blu sniper found my hiding spot at some point and I didn't hear him because I was so focused on my scope. He had a bow and arrow and shot me in the back, the right side under my shoulder blade. Then he shot me again closer to my heart, if not into my heart, and AGAIN once more. This time, as I'm turning around/falling. It lands sideways into my neck across the span of it. Which sent me to the respawn machine.
Another time where we are close to eachother in proximity and he throws a jar of piss on my upper body so I throw a jar back. but I fucking miss and only get his shin as the little bugger runs off. It pissed me off so badd.
If I was respawning while frustrated or just frustrated in general I would often throw my hat off or chew on it.
I swear I had my fair share of good days as well I just remember the losses more.