#thaddeusscreams

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bonfire - describe your dream house.

One someone else cleans for me XD

I’m partial to my current situation, I live in a city apartment with a nice little balcony I plant flowers on every year, the idea of having a house is odd to me. But goodness am I a cluttered human being...

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thaddeusscreams replied to your post “Hi! For those of you unaware The-March-Hair is my Les Mis E/R sideblog...”

Any thoughts on DreamWidth?

I don’t know what that is?

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thaddeusscreams replied to your post: my mom– apropos of nothing–says “They should just...

Holy fuck. I am so, so sorry.

thanks

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thaddeusscreams replied to your post: i tried to read “To Life!” but like my brain does...

Huh. Would a Kindle or reading on a phone be a better choice for you????

Maybe but i have the book and i need to train my eyes back up for it. By the time we get to the end of the course, there's going to be an open book assignment which means i need to be back on my "can read print" game.

Also so when you and your partner in crime are talking to me about the reading in class i have words past "i got half way through and can tell you 34% of the content"

i think part of it is just with all the stuff going on lately my sleep hasn't been as restful so it makes the reading worse.

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angeloftheeasterngate replied to your post “hey so how ironclad is that whole “honor thy mother and father” thing...”

Apparently the whole reasoning behind this is to respect them because they love you and cared for you and want what's best for you. So I mean, given what I'm hearing here, that's kind of a "None of the above" situation and doesn't apply

Well, its about half there. Thanks

thaddeusscreams replied to your post “hey so how ironclad is that whole “honor thy mother and father” thing...”

I think there's wiggle room for awfulness. I'm literally not on speaking terms with one of my parents and have spent a lot of time thinking "my life would be much more simple if he would just die", so....

Oh man is that a big old mood

[the-march-hair]

maple - is there a hobby / skill that you’ve always wanted to try but never did?

I am in the privilidged position of being an Adult with (some) disposable income, and not too many physical ailments, so yes while I was younger and a student I might think “I wish I could do [thing] but I have no money” anything I wish I could do, I probably can now with some careful budgeting (I’m not rolling in money!!)

Any hobby I do not have is because I don’t really want it enough to budget time and money at it. So why resent it? (Plus I’m only 30 I’m not dead! I have time to do things in future too!)

When I was a teen I wanted not only to be an artist (which I was actively working on all the time cos I love to draw), but I had seen drawings and photos of a thing called Roller Derby and those women looked so cool, and as an adult with a bit of time and money I tracked it down and signed up! 

I think the only thing I can think of that I just really want to try is to put a pair of ballet pointe shoes on my feet and not even stand on them properly but put my toe on the ground with a little pressure to feel a tiny bit of what it must feel like to wear those shoes.

But I don’t want to dance ballet or go through the strength to get to that I just wanna squish my toes in some pointe shoes for curiosity’s sake.

But I said the same about trying on roller skates as an adult and well… can’t drag me away!!

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thaddeusscreams replied to your post: AA. AAAAA. AAAAAAA. AAA. TOO FAR. TOO FAR AWAY...

I’m living in Washington after growing up in New England. It’s, uh… An experience? But interesting.

Going from Maryland to Minnesota was... not super fun, but it was more the people than the climate. Midwesterners are not like East Coasters at all.

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thaddeusscreams replied to your post: >puts in one job application >immediately has...

Can we help? Or should we go through the Friday Bear blog and tag you in the best pictures? Or something?

You’re sweet.

Honestly, it’s probably an indication that I have some Mental Shit that needs to be worked out, and I should probably look into a therapist covered by my network so that I can figure it out.