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I’ve had 1,510 calories today and started having a massive panic attack from it, so I went to weigh myself just to remind myself that I had been losing and it’s not that big a deal to have eaten that much in one day and !!! the fucking !!! scale is !! not working !!
My arms and legs feel like jelly but I'm not even close to being done with my exercises today...
I decided to eat lunch today and it was honestly a pretty small amount of food but I feel like I ate too much. Not in a “I shouldn’t have ate that” kind of way, but in a “I genuinely feel beyond full” kind of way. Let’s hope that means my stomach is shrinking and now requires less food.
I’ve been in such a deep depression lately because things have been going wrong, but idk ever since Friday I’ve been forcing myself to work despite it. Like, oh, I’m depressed again? I feel like I can’t physically make myself get out of bed? Well, fuck you depression because I’m gonna do it anyway. I’ve cleaned basically the entire house, I’ve done everyone’s laundry (minus mine lmao, their needs come before mine), I’ve set things up in my room. . . Like, fuck it man. If depression wants me to fail, then I’m just gonna have to prove that I can go on. I can do this. Even if I have to do it on my own.
