Feb 5, 2024
I loveeeee having pets but the trauma that comes with having them that is inevitable . fuckin blows
#like leaving the vet er at midnight#I never want my niece to call me hysterical at work ever again#this is the second time now#I got legit flashbacks….was so similar to crybabes and felt like the same bad dream repeating#me and my niece sitting on the floor in trauma man#this time was obviously different though and scarier#I also maybe am weirdly protected sometimes because I was in the process of speeding home#and this extremely slow ass car immediately got in front of me and stopped me from driving fast#like legit stayed the entire drive and it annoyed the FUCK out of me but looking back like#shouldn't have been driving fast definitely not stressed out#he’s not in the clear yet and I definitely won’t sleep well tonight but he’s stable#thankfully.#wasn’t sure there for a while#when we got to the vet the woman looked in at him and started running#and gave me a DNR form and was relaying my answer over the phone to the back#fucking traumatic actually#also my beta fish died this morning too#I don’t like februaries . cursed ass month I swear#I wrote this all half asleep last night#but he went to the vet today and it’s still not great so#poor chubbies#sweetest boy ever too#I wish I didn’t have to go to work today#just wanna go sit with him all day
