I am not a man afraid of tears. I have prayed and cried. I have been in a dream and something really endearing happened and i woke up crying. I was locked up and would really miss my brother or my grandparents and weep. It is always so cleansing. I have been through a lot in the last few months. A whole lot. I haven't really dealt with the scope of it all maybe. I am so focused on building i don't always allow all parts of me to breathe. I don't really have a well to go back to s and be refreshed. I just have green lantern level will. Don't be afraid of those tears guys. You can be masculine af and need that release. It is much stronger to understand your internal necessities than to try and kill them. I thought for a minute i was developing anxiety because my chest would get tight. I could feel my heart. In think now it just needs a good tension wash. Thanks for listening. #yesicriedafteriwrotethis #thankinggodforrelease #mendonthavetocryinthedark #youareallowedtofeel #heavysoul